I finnally realized i had deppresion a year later,i thought i was sad at first but i guess it is deppression.i rememeber myself back 2 years ago or 3 and how much of a different person i was its so weird to think that and now who i am is just like a darker self.i feel like crap all the time and im just in bed crying or just sitting there and feeling like crap.i really dont have any friends to talk to and getting up and doing normal thing espeically social things is hard like go to the store and its getting to the point where i might u know..... honestly comments like "be happier
" or "dont worry life gets better" just really dont help and just annoy me.like thanks why did i think of that ill just be happy,ur a genius.im scared to go gp and talk to a therapist because i feel like thats something i wouldnt be able to do and it would use so much of my energy trying to say one thing to the therapist because of deppression you get alot more tired i guess.so i dont really know what im.expecting but i guess im hoping for something if im posting this on here