I am currently in Year 12 and I am undecided on what I want to study.
I have no clue what I want to do in the future yet I have always kept the traditional careers in mind, probably due to the high status part, but who knows, I keep question what I genuinely enjoy and I've had opinions from people I am afraid that might have internalized subconsciously and I don't know what I want to do, they have said biology is for girls and physics is the route to success, obviously it doesn't matter about the gender and a subject isnt defined, I don't want my opinions or decision to defined by anyone else, and I am scared I might do, when I am in lessons, I constantly questions whether I genuinely like a subject or I am finding boring
how to choose A levels and How do I know what I enjoy geuinely , I tried to keep my pathways open but IDK, I am so confused... How do I know I am bored or Enjoy something, Do I take 5 a LEVELS, this is considering I have already done AS year before on many subjects, I don't know. How would I know if I am lying to myself, As my interest keep changing , I like everything and nothing....
I love sharing my opinions and I do like problem solving, I have been interested in Humanities when I was younger and science and english, but now I QUESTION IT ALL
I have talked to the teachers, trialled out few lessons, did research into prospectus and done personality test, I am none the wiser...ugh
Please advice on process , and your experience of the subject objectively and not advice what I should take
maybe spec, skills
How to know if I am forcing my self or actually like something or lying to me self
I want to be impartial and not have any unconscious bias how do I do this,and get rid of any internalized misogyny and homophobia,, I want to get rid of any and I want to be open minded, thank you
I KNOW its intense, but trust me I have been finding the last few years hard inc my own issues
ALso when I try subjects, I get overwhelmed with the pressure to decide like in physcis I keep think If i like it or not and then I get strained in my brain and then that adds to the thought if I like it or not