So basically I’m lost. I’m doing very well academically but I have also recently found out that I won’t be able to do what I want at university, this made me feel a bit sad which made me start using social media such as Instagram more, for instant gratification. I have also been watch quite a lot of things on Netflix lately which made me feel like life is really boring compared to things that Happen in movies,I know that most movies are fiction but this really opened my eyes as to how boring life is.
I’m also pretty lonely, I do have a lot of friends that I see at least once or twice a week but I go through things alone. I almost feel like I am one of the background character in a movie, the ones you see once or twice and you enjoy their company but don’t really miss them when their gone.
I don’t know what to do anymore, can anyone help?