My migraine/cluster headache. I go blind temporarily and can't balance on my feet. I literally vomit in pain. The waves of pain made me gag. I was in so much pain that I had to constantly speak to someone beg people to make me laugh or something, I could not be alone it was so scary. Sometimes it's otherwise described as a 'suicide headache'.
Dare I say I can kinda understand the reason it has that name. When I got it a second time, It was emotionally devastating I literally was in fear or lights and sounds for a few days in my room not knowing what triggers it.
It may sound weird since 'migraine' is a pretty common word but the cluster ones man, that stuff is so bad, shiitttt
It's so hard to describe, I kinda feel a pseudo effect happening now whilst typing this so I wont go into detail cuz I'm paranoid
I've only had 2 for the first time in my life over the past year and a half, now that I know what they actually feel like I'm on a mission to brutally murder people who complain 'omg I totally have a migraine' without knowing the true painnnn