I am 25 yrs old and my life is a mess
I currently suffer from depression, I guess the constant job rejections has actually made me depressed.
I don't think my work is the problem of why I'm constantly rejected but I guess it's of who I am. I've started to view myself as "a waste of space" of this world because I am an introvert and I have a calm, shy and chilled-out personality and people in this world don't people like me.
They prefer the bubbly or outgoing type. I've tried to changed to become more bubbly but it's just exhausting.
I gave myself a small break from applying to work, to focus on my mental health. I started applying again even though I don't feel 100% ready, but I guess I didn't want to lose my interviewing techniques.
I've also applied to volunteering work, just to get confidence and to meet people...I always lacked confidence in myself.
I'm still depressed, whenever I talk to my grandmother. We would have a laugh but now it's just so awkward and theres a lot of small talk.
Do you have any advice of how to not feel depressed?