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    (Original post by hihoho)
    It does drive you insane, but I am contemplating if that insanity is worth experiencing. Most men who saw the light became insane, those who pondered for too long time and then there is those that don't ponder yet just see what everyone else sees. Would you want to see more? Humans are deeply unsatisfied within, that is, the rate of depression is rising. Either way, humans who don't see much further are equally doomed as those deemed insane.

    My friend, you know what I am talking about and I want to add that this pondering made me realise the emptiness. Within every action and activity is emptiness, I am not sure if that is useful for meditation or otherwise but it is a calm place where worrying thought does not exist and thus happiness can freely bloom. I think, outside hallucinations (aren't we all hallucinating) taught me more than any human could express in the form of words.

    No thank you. I've travelled the road enough, being so young. It will drive you to the point of suicide and I'm telling you that as a warning.

    You feel emptiness? Haha, that's not emptiness, that's the inability to accept it. You've become emotionally numb. Wake up. Pain is meant to be felt otherwise it wouldn't exist. You wouldn't know what happiness is without pain. We wouldn't know anything without the contradiction. Imagine that you had everything you wanted in an instant, what's the point of living? What's the point of reaching of skipping the movie to the credits? If you feel that it's an utopia and an eden for you, bloom there. However I need to feel once in a while. Being emotionally numb is committing spiritual suicide and I'm too young for that.


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    (Original post by KairosEden)
    No thank you. I've travelled the road enough, being so young. It will drive you to the point of suicide and I'm telling you that as a warning.

    You feel emptiness? Haha, that's not emptiness, that's the inability to accept it. You've become emotionally numb. Wake up. Pain is meant to be felt otherwise it wouldn't exist. You wouldn't know what happiness is without pain. We wouldn't know anything without the contradiction. Imagine that you had everything you wanted in an instant, what's the point of living? What's the point of reaching of skipping the movie to the credits? If you feel that it's an utopia and an eden for you, bloom there. However I need to feel once in a while. Being emotionally numb is committing spiritual suicide and I'm too young for that.


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    I am not sure if your micro expressions give you away. You are a man that keeps wearing red ties and boasts about it. You can't travel any further until your mind has matured, my mind right now is living in the age of 2060, I am too matured to know what you are.

    Emptiness, don't you find it is empty to keep doing the activities every day, just the same, every single day, boring, it is just a cycle that keeps repeating itself. We're hamsters stuck inside a wheel. Emptiness can also be the pinnacle of wisdom, when we ridden emotions, all we have left is logic but even I have started to doubt logic. Imagine if you do already have everything you need, what is the meaning and purpose then, I do feel, I am not emotionally numb.
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    (Original post by hihoho)
    I am not sure if your micro expressions give you away. You are a man that keeps wearing red ties and boasts about it. You can't travel any further until your mind has matured, my mind right now is living in the age of 2060, I am too matured to know what you are.

    Emptiness, don't you find it is empty to keep doing the activities every day, just the same, every single day, boring, it is just a cycle that keeps repeating itself. We're hamsters stuck inside a wheel. Emptiness can also be the pinnacle of wisdom, when we ridden emotions, all we have left is logic but even I have started to doubt logic. Imagine if you do already have everything you need, what is the meaning and purpose then, I do feel, I am not emotionally numb.
    I'm a naive 16 year old that has been released to a minimalistic portion of life. So please, give me space to grow. You say you're too matured to know what am I? You don't know a quarter of what I am because you haven't been through the same experiences I have otherwise you would be esoteric and be able to read through my words.

    "Everybody, one day will die, and be forgetton. Act and behave in a way that will make life interesting and fun, **** a mundane predictable life working monday to friday with something you derive no pleasure from; just living life out till you grow old and wither away. Find a passion, form relationships, dont be afraid to get out there and **** what everyone else thinks, trust me its alot more fun that way.

    Dont ever pay people out or put people down. Instead just put yourself up and let the haters do their thing. Id rather be a person thats hated on, than a person that does the hating. A wise man one said...

    Haters gonna hate!" - Zyzz

    **** a 9 - 5PM.

    "It’s better to have a short life that is full of what you like doing, than a long life spent in a miserable way" - Alan Watts




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    (Original post by KairosEden)
    I'm a naive 16 year old that has been released to a minimalistic portion of life. So please, give me space to grow. You say you're too matured to know what am I? You don't know a quarter of what I am because you haven't been through the same experiences I have otherwise you would be esoteric and be able to read through my words.

    "Everybody, one day will die, and be forgetton. Act and behave in a way that will make life interesting and fun, **** a mundane predictable life working monday to friday with something you derive no pleasure from; just living life out till you grow old and wither away. Find a passion, form relationships, dont be afraid to get out there and **** what everyone else thinks, trust me its alot more fun that way.

    Dont ever pay people out or put people down. Instead just put yourself up and let the haters do their thing. Id rather be a person thats hated on, than a person that does the hating. A wise man one said...

    Haters gonna hate!" - Zyzz

    **** a 9 - 5PM.

    "It’s better to have a short life that is full of what you like doing, than a long life spent in a miserable way" - Alan Watts

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    I give you space, all the space you need and I agree with what you say. I don't know the truth about you but I do know your idealistic self and that is the personality we display the most in our lives to others and all around us.

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    I give you space, all the space you need and I agree with what you say. I don't know the truth about you but I do know your idealistic self and that is the personality we display the most in our lives to others and all around us.

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    Thank you for your comprehension. Can you read personalities haha? It's both a gift and a curse.

    Alan Watts. My favourite realist.


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    (Original post by KairosEden)
    Thank you for your comprehension. Can you read personalities haha? It's both a gift and a curse.

    Alan Watts. My favourite realist.


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    I have a kind of intuition that allows me to read personalities and their behaviour probably because I take interest in behavioural psychology. Nobody really knows what they want until it is shown to them anyway, and why are most so god damn afraid to live new experiences, everyone is just hiding underneath their pillow and allowing the same every day, what a great crime and abuse.
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    (Original post by hihoho)
    I have a kind of intuition that allows me to read personalities and their behaviour probably because I take interest in behavioural psychology. Nobody really knows what they want until it is shown to them anyway, and why are most so god damn afraid to live new experiences, everyone is just hiding underneath their pillow and allowing the same every day, what a great crime and abuse.
    Be careful with the gift, it has shocked me a couple of times.

    As I expressed, pain is meant to be felt for otherwise it's existence will cease to exist. No one should live in fear. No one should hide under their pillows because they aren't living. To live a cautious life is to have never lived at all.


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    How was the open day? That was quick

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    Oh, he's back... :facepalm:

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    Oh, he's back... :facepalm:

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    Yeah :rolleyes:

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    How are you anyway?

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    I don't want to go back to that place of emotions ever again.


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    This thread just got too serious

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    How are you anyway?

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    I'm fine though someone just pissed me off (not on here). You?

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    (Original post by KairosEden)
    I don't want to go back to that place of emotions ever again.


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    That's what happens when you feed the trolls :console:

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    (Original post by KairosEden)
    I don't want to go back to that place of emotions ever again.


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    I agree.

    Horny kairos is much more laid back and easy going

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    (Original post by Rosie786)
    This thread just got too serious

    Rosie :hugs:

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    (Original post by Arieisit)
    I'm fine though someone just pissed me off (not on here). You?

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    ill. Imma go to sleep again.

    Later guys.

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