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    In fairness I don't think therapy is supposed to be like going to Alton Towers…although that would be amazing

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    I guess you do experience a roller coaster of emotions

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    "How are you feeling today?" the therapist said as she hurtled down the rollercoaster
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    I see there's been a new thread. I was anon1 on the last one. No idea what I'll be now. I did say I was leaving (and I am) but I had to post one more update.

    I mentioned that I was joining a brass band, was terrified, was having second thoughts, was considering pulling out etc etc. Anyhow. Yesterday was my first rehearsal. Yeah I was scared, but I went. I walked into a room full of people and spoke to some. Go me.

    And I'm going back .
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    Feel so alone on campus. I hate it.
    I know that feeling :sadnod: since I'm resitting I never see the people I went to uni with the last 2 years, and I don't know any of the people who's year im in now

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    I see there's been a new thread. I was anon1 on the last one. No idea what I'll be now. I did say I was leaving (and I am) but I had to post one more update.

    I mentioned that I was joining a brass band, was terrified, was having second thoughts, was considering pulling out etc etc. Anyhow. Yesterday was my first rehearsal. Yeah I was scared, but I went. I walked into a room full of people and spoke to some. Go me.

    And I'm going back .
    well done!!:jumphug:


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    You have to go in and book an appointment :eek3: :eek3: :eek3: For some reason April/May is my brain's favourite time for a meltdown so if I'm still not feeling great before then I'll definitely go. The :poke: is awesome, could do with somebody following me and prodding me with a stick

    Hope you manage sleep :yep: :hugs:
    Aww that's a shame they don't have online-y-ness - is it near to your department/easy to get to? See how this week goes then pop in? Haha, I love some of the emotes on here Wish they were everywhere/on facebook and stuff

    Thanks - hope your day's going well today :hugs:

    (Original post by SweetNothing)
    Thank you! :hugs: I hope you feel better!
    Thanks :hugs:

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    Not rushing into getting the fish though, going to follow tips and have the tank set up for about a month before getting the fish so its perfect for them
    Proper excited!
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    Got to be a human tomorrow

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    Going to the mother in laws for lunch and that means both eating and eating in front of someone other than my boyfriend which even though iv eaten infront of his mum. Hundreds of times it seems very scary at the moment

    Im becoming so engrossed in ED behaviour i even counted my calories earlier and lets just say it wasnt good but i couldnt stop myself and now im worried its going to get worse and worse
    Im literally in a downward spiral i think
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    Hope lunch went/goes okay :hugs: Can understand it being scary eating in front of people But at least you noticed you were counting? Hope can break out of it soon :hugs:


    (Original post by Smash Bandicoot)
    Well not just the trolls but i'd rather lose the site as a whole rather than face triggering manipulative pricks every day

    I hope you're alright man? Good luck with the tests
    Can you block yourself from chat or something? Or the H&R but not mental health? Don't know
    Thanks - test went better than I thought, sort of. Hope you're okay too :hugs:

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    Slept pretty well I think, feeling exhausted though. Planning on going into the city in a bit and picking up a few things. Thought I'd buy something nice for myself cause of results. Having annoying 'If I'd done X then I could have gotten a 2:1' thoughts which is silly and pointless. blah.
    (Original post by ScaryScience)
    Gah, that was me!
    Definitely treat yourself :eek: Ask Rob about the script thing? - is good/handy!
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    (Original post by Pathway)
    Feel so alone on campus. I hate it.
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    so was just looking through my time hop to find its 2 years ago since i found out one of my abusers had been to court. Makes me feel **** that maybe if id have reported it hed have been taken to court 10 years sooner and i could have saved alot of people the hassle upset and trauma...
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    I see there's been a new thread. I was anon1 on the last one. No idea what I'll be now. I did say I was leaving (and I am) but I had to post one more update.

    I mentioned that I was joining a brass band, was terrified, was having second thoughts, was considering pulling out etc etc. Anyhow. Yesterday was my first rehearsal. Yeah I was scared, but I went. I walked into a room full of people and spoke to some. Go me.

    And I'm going back .
    Anon #5!! :eek:
    Well done for going - that's really good :woo: What instrument? :eek:

    I didn't catch/see the post of you saying you were leaving, but please don't feel as though you need to/you are always welcome back here! :hugs:


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    Test was better than expected, almost didn't go, but decided I probably *should*, and glad that I did cos were 5/100 marks just for writing down your name and year/dept! Pretty much guessed most of it, but oh well.

    Read book during 2nd lecture, then decided I should just go home. Sneezing and bleh everywhere :/ so tired
    Went to charity shop on way back, bought a DVD, but main disc wasn't in there :mad: can't be bothered to go back/was a £1 to charity I suppose, but just a pain
    Sorry, rambling.

    Still quite stuck about what to do with society elections, but thinking I'll probably enjoy whatever I get so I suppose slightly more settled.
    Hope everyone's okay :hugs:
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    Treats sound like a really good plan hun
    You honestly did really well, your ill remember, and IIRC you thought youd failed and you far from failed sweetie! Im proud of you and i know you can do this and graduate


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    Thanks hun... settled for some bath bombs. One of them is a unicorn horn! :eek: prettyyyy I did a bit better than I was anticipated, but just a bit worried cause got some bad modules coming up and I really want a 2:1 :/

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    with regards to your abuse post, please please don't feel guilty. it can be so hard to do that kind of thing - from reliving it, to the worry of not being taken seriously, and providing any evidence etc. I hope that justice has been done now, but please don't blame yourself :hugs:
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    What instrument?

    I didn't catch/see the post of you saying you were leaving, but please don't feel as though you need to/you are always welcome back here! :hugs:
    I play the cornet in a brass band .

    The reason I don't want to post anymore is because I feel as though I was making it part of a self fulfilling prophecy. One of my things is that I need to get up and out - it helps me - and being here made me feel as though I needed to read all of the posts, and I found it a bit triggering when people struggle.. I know it's probably weak of me to just blank it out lol but getting on with things (though I know it's not an option to everybody) seems to work best for me.

    This forum was very helpful for me while I was in such a difficult place, but now personal situations have calmed down somewhat, I feel as though I am back to where I was before - not 100% but not particularly low either - and staying on here was almost allowing myself to wallow.. if that makes sense!! No doubt I'll be back at some point though .

    Now that I've spoken to people, started taking my St John's Wort, and learned some coping mechanisms, things are not as bad as they were before and I'm sure they will carry on getting better (particularly as the nights draw out as my mood is always lower when it's darker).
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    (Original post by purple-duck)
    Aww that's a shame they don't have online-y-ness - is it near to your department/easy to get to? See how this week goes then pop in? Haha, I love some of the emotes on here Wish they were everywhere/on facebook and stuff

    Thanks - hope your day's going well today :hugs:


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    Hope lunch went/goes okay :hugs: Can understand it being scary eating in front of people But at least you noticed you were counting? Hope can break out of it soon :hugs:



    Can you block yourself from chat or something? Or the H&R but not mental health? Don't know
    Thanks - test went better than I thought, sort of. Hope you're okay too :hugs:



    Definitely treat yourself :eek: Ask Rob about the script thing? - is good/handy!
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    Anon #5!! :eek:
    Well done for going - that's really good :woo: What instrument? :eek:

    I didn't catch/see the post of you saying you were leaving, but please don't feel as though you need to/you are always welcome back here! :hugs:


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    Test was better than expected, almost didn't go, but decided I probably *should*, and glad that I did cos were 5/100 marks just for writing down your name and year/dept! Pretty much guessed most of it, but oh well.

    Read book during 2nd lecture, then decided I should just go home. Sneezing and bleh everywhere :/ so tired
    Went to charity shop on way back, bought a DVD, but main disc wasn't in there :mad: can't be bothered to go back/was a £1 to charity I suppose, but just a pain
    Sorry, rambling.

    Still quite stuck about what to do with society elections, but thinking I'll probably enjoy whatever I get so I suppose slightly more settled.
    Hope everyone's okay :hugs:
    thanks - settled for some bath bombs in the end don't actually have a bath here but just love the smell and saving them for when I go back for easter. yeah think I will have to... so annoying hope you're okay, well done for exam :hugs:
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    Feel horrible. Had a lab briefing today that's worth 40% of a module and nothing went into my head. Physically can't concentrate or make sense of anything. I feel so numb and my head doesn't feel right. :bawling:

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    Feel horrible. Had a lab briefing today that's worth 40% of a module and nothing went into my head. Physically can't concentrate or make sense of anything. I feel so numb and my head doesn't feel right. :bawling:

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    So sorry to hear that hun :hugs: I know how horrible it can be when you don't feel 'right'. Anything I can do to help?
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    So sorry to hear that hun :hugs: I know how horrible it can be when you don't feel 'right'. Anything I can do to help?
    Gah! If anyone sees a post by Anon #4 then it's me!
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    Aww that's a shame they don't have online-y-ness - is it near to your department/easy to get to? See how this week goes then pop in? Haha, I love some of the emotes on here Wish they were everywhere/on facebook and stuff

    Thanks - hope your day's going well today :hugs:
    Yeah, it's just over the road from my main building I think. Might do, thanks

    Glad your test went well.
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    So sorry to hear that hun :hugs: I know how horrible it can be when you don't feel 'right'. Anything I can do to help?
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    Gah! If anyone sees a post by Anon #4 then it's me!
    I don't think so, thanks though Feel a bit better now I'm at home and in my pyjamas. Was going to start the lab tonight so I can get on with my other assignments but I think I'm just going to leave it because I imagine it'll make me feel worse.

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    (Original post by Anonymous #2)
    Feel horrible. Had a lab briefing today that's worth 40% of a module and nothing went into my head. Physically can't concentrate or make sense of anything. I feel so numb and my head doesn't feel right. :bawling:

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    :jumphug: Here if you want to talk? Not concentrating/understanding anything is horrible Hope you're ok :hugs:


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    Might do in a bit if I develop the ability to think again soon :ninja: We were talking about that the other day Cheers, hope you're ok :hugs:

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    Can you block yourself from chat or something? Or the H&R but not mental health? Don't know
    Indeed you can. You have to post in AAM and community team (CT) can sort that out for you.
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    Might do in a bit if I develop the ability to think again soon :ninja: We were talking about that the other day Cheers, hope you're ok :hugs:

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    If you do, could you tell me how please? Would be kind of helpful Yeah But anyways, will be on and off for the next couple of hours or so probably so whenever :hugs:


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    I know that feeling :sadnod: since I'm resitting I never see the people I went to uni with the last 2 years, and I don't know any of the people who's year im in now

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    got such a sore stomach, my period was due days ago but it hasn't arrived



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    This is my year group, but I just find it so hard to talk to people, I mean I have friends - but they don't really seem to want to meet up outside of lectures and stuff like that. If you need someone to talk to though, you can always message me.

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    Test was better than expected, almost didn't go, but decided I probably *should*, and glad that I did cos were 5/100 marks just for writing down your name and year/dept! Pretty much guessed most of it, but oh well.

    Read book during 2nd lecture, then decided I should just go home. Sneezing and bleh everywhere :/ so tired
    Went to charity shop on way back, bought a DVD, but main disc wasn't in there :mad: can't be bothered to go back/was a £1 to charity I suppose, but just a pain
    Sorry, rambling.

    Still quite stuck about what to do with society elections, but thinking I'll probably enjoy whatever I get so I suppose slightly more settled.
    Hope everyone's okay :hugs:
    :hugs: Well done on the test!

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    Hope lunch went/goes okay :hugs: Can understand it being scary eating in front of people But at least you noticed you were counting? Hope can break out of it soon :hugs:
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    it ended up being a 3 course meal! But i managed it all.
    Bought safe foods in tesco which is good, got more bananas so i have like 10 in the flat and a big think of chocolate snack a jacks which i can eat as a meal suplementer



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