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Don't worry about your housemates, they can think whatever. They have time to get to know you :hugs:
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I just can't think straight when I feel like this. How the **** can I explain that coming off a tablet makes me want to hurt myself? I can't speak to anyone because everyone here is 'normal'.
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I just wish someone would give me a hug and tell me they understand how hard it is. But all my housemates think I'm a drunken hypocritical emo who can't handle life. I don't want to go home but I don't want to be here, like this. I bring people down when all I want is to make people happy and for people to like me.
:hugs: I understand how you feel. I just want to be liked, but it seems like I bring people down with my problems, and it's just so....hard. I want this to be easier.

So I do understand how hard it is. I would give you a hug if I could. :/
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(Original post by raspberrybubbles)
I want to drink, but I know I can't. ARGH!
Me too. I know I shouldn't drink, but sometimes it's the only way to make the thoughts stop.
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yes it is very sad

i'm becoming more and more isolated as the days go on
Go for a walk, or something. I just went for a walk. Fair enough, I still feel like ****, but at least I left my room today.
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(Original post by Rainfaery)
:hugs: I understand how you feel. I just want to be liked, but it seems like I bring people down with my problems, and it's just so....hard. I want this to be easier.

So I do understand how hard it is. I would give you a hug if I could. :/
Thank you :hugs:

I know what you mean about alcohol as well. I have some in the kitchen but I can't exactly bring it upstairs when they're all sitting there, talking. They know I react badly when I drink so they'll probably just judge me. I only went crazy 'cos I had so much. I just couldn't handle it. It isn't worth it when you're out and about. Drinking on your own is dangerous but sometimes it's the only thing that stops you from thinking.
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(Original post by Laus)
Thank you :hugs:

I know what you mean about alcohol as well. I have some in the kitchen but I can't exactly bring it upstairs when they're all sitting there, talking. They know I react badly when I drink so they'll probably just judge me. I only went crazy 'cos I had so much. I just couldn't handle it. It isn't worth it when you're out and about. Drinking on your own is dangerous but sometimes it's the only thing that stops you from thinking.
I know. That's the problem. I know I shouldn't. But it makes the thoughts stop, and for some bizarre reason, I'm a happy drunk! Usually, anyway. It's okay and it's better. The hangover is hell, but at least I get through the night.

I feel like such a loser.
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(Original post by Laus)
I just can't think straight when I feel like this. How the **** can I explain that coming off a tablet makes me want to hurt myself? I can't speak to anyone because everyone here is 'normal'.
Tell me about it. Some days I want to scream, stomp and shout and I can't... but I'll have to find some other way. I've not told anyone here yet, and I won't. Hell, they should have guessed by looking at my desk, but things seem to be okay so that's okay...
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I can't drink: it ***** up fluoxetine for 4 days after... but I still want to :cry:
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(Original post by raspberrybubbles)
I can't drink: it ***** up fluoxetine for 4 days after... but I still want to :cry:
:hugs: You can do it.
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And it's the pubcrawl tomorrow, I was going to drink... but I didn't know it'd screw it up for that long X(
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hope everyones ok :hugs:

why am i such an idiot why do i always leave things to the last minute and let myself down time and time again :erm:
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Hope my first post didn't make me look like a prat, sorry if it did.
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Has anyone here ever seen The Bridge documentary?
yup, i have it on dvd. was totally obsessed with jumping from the golden gate for like 6 months
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Hi everyone, just read through all your posts now I'm back at uni. Don't have time to reply tonight as I have to go to bed as I have lectures from 9am until 1pm but I wanted you all to know I love you all and am thinking of you all. I shall post properly tomorrow. Love and hugs to you all. xxx :hugs: xxx
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My family keeps screaming and I can't stop crying and I just want it to stop. I hate this.
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(Original post by vapid slut magician)
yup, i have it on dvd. was totally obsessed with jumping from the golden gate for like 6 months
it's such an epic way to go, I was obsessed a bit too

that guy who jumps off backwards, gene, it's just unbelievable footage.

i'd link to it on youtube but people may be offended
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I should have jumped 2 and a half months ago
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I almost jumped off a cliff in Australia.

But there was a toddler next to me. That probably would have traumatised him.
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Please don't say **** like that. No one is going to jump off anything. :hugs:

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=JYXA6ji7FdE
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