I can no longer cope. Depressed. Watch
- Thread Starter
- 05-04-2013 03:00
- 20-09-2013 22:19
As I was reading your beautiful yet heart breaking post, I realised how similar it was with my dad. Like scarily identical type of experience.
My dad passed away on the 22nd of November 2011 - November is a horrible month!
He had always been a drinker, but when my Grandad (his dad) died in Jan 2011, he got so much worse. It was all very sudden though, in October I saw him and he was yellow. We knew sometime was very wrong and took him to hospital. It was 3 weeks later he passed away. We were only told the day before that he was terminal, the rest of the time they were making plans for him to go home!
At 4am, the day before, we were called in to say he was deteriorating. Then the morning of the day we came back in and he had become unconscious. I sat with him and held his hand for a while, but knew I didn't want to see his last breath - I wanted to remember him alive. So I sat and told him how thankful I was for him and how much I loved him, would always remember and hopefully someday see him again.
We got the call a few hours later. It was horrible, but I knew he was in peace and would feel no more pain.
If anyone ever needs to talk, I will always try and help
- 20-09-2013 22:25
Ive gone and still am going through what you've been through babe. Ill pm you