Do you think that you're a nice person? Watch
I'm most definitely not. In fact, I'd go so far as to say that I am self-centred, judgemental, greedy and borderline evil
What about you?
I'm nice to the people who've hurt me.
I forget the bad things people have done to me and carry on like sh*t never happened.
I am SO nice, and I just wish people could understand me and how I am.
the stuff bit is how i relate to people, i don't want to go into it particuarly but when people i have known have died i haven't been affected by it. that to me is pure evil
But for most other people, I've never really seen what the big deal is. It's not evil -- I'm just not emotionally invested enough to be really hurt by it.
I reckon you're beating yourself up over nothing.