Well guys, tomorrow is the big day and I'm terrified right now.
My mum came up to me and said "You should go to sleep early so you'll cope better tomorrow" and I instantly took that as if she thought I would need to "cope" with "failing" my GCSEs which meant she thought I would fail, and so I burst into tears.
Obviously.
Everyone around me is so p***ed because all I've been doing for the past week is announcing my fears that I've failed to everyone and I'm pretty sure they all want to kill me right now.
Anyways, my plan for tomorrow goes as follows.
7:30 - Wake up
7:45 - Get out of bed, do makeup
7:55 - Check GCSE results online (and hopefully film a reaction video?)
8:00 - Spend the rest of the day crying.
or
8:00 - Check to find which friends are going into school to get their results and then leave the house.
9:30 - With my hopefully (but probably not) good results, I shall go and travel across London to enrol at my hopeful future 6th form and attempt to explain to them all the paper work I need to fill in
10:30 - Actually enrol/
12:00 - Find myself in some random place in god knows where and get some more hours done for my NCS week 3
18:30 - Tell my brother I'd love him to take me out for pizza.
19:00 - Binge watch AHS
And then start with all my stupid 6th form prep like clothes.
Also if I'm not happy with my results I'll go straight to Luton airport (I need to take my passport with anyway for enrolment) and purchase a flight to Norway/
At some point next week I shall be herding goats.
Anyways.... I guess you can pick up on my mood from the above (hyper due to non-existent anxiety)
Alsos, I got a B in Addmaths last week which did make me upset until I found out most my class for a B.
Anyways - for tomorrow, I think I'll be happy with 6A*s, 2As, 2Bs but ideally I want 7A*s 1A 2Bs.
But we'll see.......
What I want (vs what I'll probably get)
Maths A*/A*
Physics A*/A*
Chemistry A*/A
Biology A*/A* (Actually I don't know because I hated paper 1)
English Lit + Lang - I want an A* in one of them, but I think I'll get an A in both (Well I could actually end up with a B, I mucked up both my papers)
RS - A*/A*
Geog - A*/A* (Let's see what I got in that stupid controlled assessment that took up all my Monday afternoons for 10 weeks)
French - B/C
Drama - B/B
So yeah.....
Meh.......