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    :hugs: Oh Anon. It'll be okay soon enough. Where there is hardship comes ease. Just keep swimming.
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    Lots and lots and lots of hugs is all I'm giving right now.
    I won't annoy you with words of encouragement because I believe you're smart enough to already know all of that stuffz.
    So again, lots and lots and lots of hugs for you. :hugs:
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    guys. ;// ty, ilysm. :lovehug:

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    I had to wait until 11:00am bc obviously it's a Sunday and shops open later + stuff + it felt like I wass waiting for ages but I finally went outtt + it was so hot outside, almost too hot + they didn't have the stuff that I wanted bc it's apparently only available online which was a bit annoying bc they didn't state that on the website so the man asked if I wanted to order it and I was like ---> :indiff: Bc I didn't want to wait a whole 3-5 working days for it. So, I just got this other booklet thing and the designs are a bit funky but it's all still really pretty. ^-^ And whilst I was there, I also saw this cute dot-to-dot illustration book thingy which is meant to help with stress-relief so I thought it'd be fun and therefore bought that too and I'm v happy and I'm going to make lots of cute stuff bc I don't want to revise or think about revising or school and I'm going to share it with you all afterwards bc I've got no else to share it with. cool.
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    (Original post by Anon_98)
    guys. ;// ty, ilysm. :lovehug:

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    I had to wait until 11:00am bc obviously it's a Sunday and shops open later + stuff + it felt like I wass waiting for ages but I finally went outtt + it was so hot outside, almost too hot + they didn't have the stuff that I wanted bc it's apparently only available online which was a bit annoying bc they didn't state that on the website so the man asked if I wanted to order it and I was like ---> :indiff: Bc I didn't want to wait a whole 3-5 working days for it. So, I just got this other booklet thing and the designs are a bit funky but it's all still really pretty. ^-^ And whilst I was there, I also saw this cute dot-to-dot illustration book thingy which is meant to help with stress-relief so I thought it'd be fun and therefore bought that too and I'm v happy and I'm going to make lots of cute stuff bc I don't want to revise or think about revising or school and I'm going to share it with you all afterwards bc I've got no else to share it with. cool.
    Cool
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    Adult colouring books are so good for stress relief! They're rather pricey in Waterstones/WHSmith/Rymans but like..half the price in 'The Works' if you have that store where you live! The patterns/pictures are so intricate and time-consuming! Just buy a pack of felt tips and voilaaa, therapy!
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    So, I decided to begin with making cranes bc I think they're supposed to be the easiest and I chose these feathery prints just bc I thought they'd fit in well...

    http://oi63.tinypic.com/2heety0.jpg


    but the second one didn't turn out v feathery at all after all the folding and just looked like a line print of somesort..

    http://oi66.tinypic.com/1zb5ct0.jpg


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    I then decided to make a butterfly bc butterflies are cute and the recommended print for this was the farfalle pasta one.. ('': ..

    http://oi67.tinypic.com/2quky82.jpg


    But I made it wrong, right at the end bc I followed the instructions incorrectly, so it doesn't look how it's supposed to, meh.

    http://oi65.tinypic.com/2vjshtc.jpg

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    After that, I decided to make an open box + it was unfortunately only strong enough to hold one stabilo pen + a sharpener. :rofl:

    http://oi65.tinypic.com/28wdjeq.jpg

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    I then chose my frog printssss..

    http://oi68.tinypic.com/16ihytz.jpg


    And these were so difficult to make!- they took me ages to get the hang of.. :emo:

    http://oi64.tinypic.com/33uvdk5.jpg


    Finally I made a fish which was pretty simple. ^-^

    http://oi65.tinypic.com/2e2nvid.jpg

    Oh and let's not forget my stupid dot-to-dot. I couldn't find one of the dots and it was stressing me out for such a long time bc I didn't know whether to just join the other dots or put it on the side until I found it another day. I eventually found it, after almost 20 mins. >.> + the end result wasn't even worth it. - it looks atrocious. :rofl:~

    yay. :'3

    But now I shall spend the remainder of the evening trying to fit in 3 days worth of work... fun fun fun.
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    i just reaalissssssssssssseddddddddddd that im on 10 gemsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss sssssssssssssssssssssss, :dance: :nutcase:
    :party: :crazy: :woo: :woohoo:

    i think i turned 10 today.

    or, maybe yesterday.

    who knows. O_O

    but im finally 10- wahay.
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    It's getting ridiculous.

    I have had all weekend.

    All weekend.

    + the whole of Friday bc I didn't go to school on Friday.

    Let's not even talk about what that's going to result in form tomorrow bc I didn't go to school on Monday either.

    Or first block on Wednesday.

    Or two blocks on Thursday.

    And can't remember anything else.

    I can already feel the wrath.

    I've just been taken off report for what feels like the gazillionth time as well.

    Meh.

    I don't want to speak to her anymore.

    But she's most likely going to ask for a one-to-one chat regardless.

    I might just not attend form tbh.

    And despite the fact that I have had 3 entire days to do this work that I have been given 2 extensions for, I still haven't done it.

    Like, I did an all-nighter on Thursday in an attempt to complete it for Friday's lesson.

    But I didn't get it done during the night.

    That's over 9hrs.

    What was I doing.

    I don't know.

    I wish I could just ask if I could not give in any of the work at all.

    But it's one of those important ones where she logs it onto the database and uses it to predict my final grade.

    Not that I even particularly care what she predicts me, considering I already know it's going to be disgraceful.

    I just don't want to do it anymore.

    It's not that I cant do it.. bc I'm pretty sure I can if I set my mind to it.

    But it's almost the fact that my brain is refusing to participate.

    And the funniest part of all this?

    I've been folding paper + joining up dots all day.

    Pathetic.

    When my A-levels are, like, tomorrow.

    Exactly 30 days left.

    What exactly made me think that was a good idea.

    And why didn't anyone stop me.
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    It makes me sad.

    like, that makes me sad.

    but this makes me v sad too.

    I was doing so well prior to it.

    I know I was.

    Like, after everything I had finally kinda sort of gotten back on track.

    finally.

    finally.

    finallllllllllllllllllllllllllll llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll llllllly.

    For once, I thought there was a decent possibility I could actually do well.

    Then life had to ruin things again.

    It's almost as if life is playing a game.

    I'm usually good at games.

    I always win.

    Especially if I choose the wheelbarrow.

    But not this one.

    It must be one of those trick kinda games. You know, the ones that don't actually have the correct answer in the blue cup but are simply used for entertainment.

    To see how much the contestant struggles whilst the audience watches.

    Until they announce they give up.

    Meh.

    I officially don't like games anymore.

    Monopoly can die.

    Never playing it again.

    i love God tho. <3

    so so much. :kiss:
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    (Original post by Anon_98)
    It's getting ridiculous.

    I have had all weekend.

    All weekend.

    + the whole of Friday bc I didn't go to school on Friday.

    Let's not even talk about what that's going to result in form tomorrow bc I didn't go to school on Monday either.

    Or first block on Wednesday.

    Or two blocks on Thursday.

    And can't remember anything else.

    I can already feel the wrath.

    I've just been taken off report for what feels like the gazillionth time as well.

    Meh.

    I don't want to speak to her anymore.

    But she's most likely going to ask for a one-to-one chat regardless.

    I might just not attend form tbh.

    And despite the fact that I have had 3 entire days to do this work that I have been given 2 extensions for, I still haven't done it.

    Like, I did an all-nighter on Thursday in an attempt to complete it for Friday's lesson.

    But I didn't get it done during the night.

    That's over 9hrs.

    What was I doing.

    I don't know.

    I wish I could just ask if I could not give in any of the work at all.

    But it's one of those important ones where she logs it onto the database and uses it to predict my final grade.

    Not that I even particularly care what she predicts me, considering I already know it's going to be disgraceful.

    I just don't want to do it anymore.

    It's not that I cant do it.. bc I'm pretty sure I can if I set my mind to it.

    But it's almost the fact that my brain is refusing to participate.

    And the funniest part of all this?

    I've been folding paper + joining up dots all day.

    Pathetic.

    When my A-levels are, like, tomorrow.

    Exactly 30 days left.

    What exactly made me think that was a good idea.

    And why didn't anyone stop me.

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    I've ruined my day again + I'm going to cry.

    I was having a good day.

    Or at least, some of it was v good.

    + relaxing!

    + amusing.

    + peaceful.

    + fun.

    + productive, kinda.

    I mean, I made so much stuff.

    + I've put it all in my room.

    + It makes it look more awesome.

    But I've ruined it.

    As always.

    If I'd just done things properly + on time then it wouldn't have happened.

    + I'd still be smiling.

    Why do I always have to break the rules.

    I did some fun stuff that made me happy.

    Why did I ruin it.

    Can you lose your eyelashes over excessive tears.

    I v much do not want to lose my eyelashes any time soon.
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    (Original post by Anon_98)
    It makes me sad.

    like, that makes me sad.

    but this makes me v sad too.

    I was doing so well prior to it.

    I know I was.

    Like, after everything I had finally kinda sort of gotten back on track.

    finally.

    finally.

    finallllllllllllllllllllllllllll llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll llllllly.

    For once, I thought there was a decent possibility I could actually do well.

    Then life had to ruin things again.

    It's almost as if life is playing a game.

    I'm usually good at games.

    I always win.

    Especially if I choose the wheelbarrow.

    But not this one.

    It must be one of those trick kinda games. You know, the ones that don't actually have the correct answer in the blue cup but are simply used for entertainment.

    To see how much the contestant struggles whilst the audience watches.

    Until they announce they give up.

    Meh.

    I officially don't like games anymore.

    Monopoly can die.

    Never playing it again.

    i love God tho. <3

    so so much. :kiss:
    Are you okay gorgeous ? You know where I am if you need me okay :yep:
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    (Original post by Anon_98)
    So, I decided to begin with making cranes bc I think they're supposed to be the easiest and I chose these feathery prints just bc I thought they'd fit in well...
    These are the prettiest things ever. :love:
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    well, I'm extremely tired. :cry:

    + it's bedtime.

    AKA Stay awake until dawn period.

    meh.

    wishing tomorrow will be a better day. <3

    doubt it, but I can hope. ^-^

    no one understands. I'm actually going to die in Maths. it's inevitable. Shoot me.

    :toofunny:

    I'll be sure to update this thread via spirit messenger if I do.

    goodnight.
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    (Original post by Anon_98)
    well, I'm extremely tired. :cry:

    + it's bedtime.

    AKA Stay awake until dawn period.

    meh.

    wishing tomorrow will be a better day. <3

    doubt it, but I can hope. ^-^

    no one understands. I'm actually going to die in Maths. it's inevitable. Shoot me.

    :toofunny:

    I'll be sure to update this thread via spirit messenger if I do.

    goodnight.
    Sweet dreams, hope you actually get some sleep and have a wonderfully productive day ahead of you. :hugs:
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    I think you'd be good friends with bluemadhatter and CoolCavy
    why are you so obsessed with me blue and anon? :erm: it is weird man get a hobby :/
    inb4 you screenshot this message and put it on your profile :yy:

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    think this is a great idea lovely <3 hope it helps you in some way :lovehug: x
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    I'm such an embarrassment.

    This thread makes me vomit. :puke:

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    Well..

    After a bit of ---> :rant:

    A little of ----> :naughty:

    + a whole lot of -----> :puppyeyes:

    ...Anon is entirely excused from doing any silly excessive Maths work.

    I think she was already in a bad mood; she was being really sulky + childish throughout our whole conversation. :toofunny:

    I could've been sulky + childish back but decided to play the adult and simply nod my head in agreement to the all the great "I've given up on you/If you can't be bothered then I can't either" remarks.

    ~

    Anyway, I'm feeling calm.- currently completing my second dot-to-dot of the day. Did one this morning before sixth form + I'll start today's revision afterwards.
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    Lots of hugs lovely :hugs:
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    (Original post by iEthan)
    Lots of hugs lovely :hugs:
    Thank you. :jumphug:

    + ohmygoodgod!!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!!!!!!!!! congratulationsssssssssssssss. XDDD It was about timeeee. (I don't know why this is in really small font, but i'm sending it anyway. :'( )
 
 
 
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