i'm beginning to get so worried, i keep on realising that some of the subjects i was banking on getting *s in are pretty much pot luck, and im really worried about what i'll get for english, coz if i do aweful in english, then im unlikely to be a very popular with universities and i might not be allowed into my college. i did think that i was good at science with nothing to prove it but a fluke A* in physics mock, but now i have no idea, i remember screwing up several questions on each science paper which makes me think i've done even worse and i'm even beginning to worry about the exams that i thought i did well in, like maths, because i worry that even though i may get a high mark, the grade boundaries will be so high because it was so easy and i might get an A or a B.
Holidays don't feel much like a break at the moment either, all my friends are on holiday so i seem to stay in my room, which makes me feel like i'm still on study leave except without the revision or exercise i was doing, which makes me feel guilty, and i still feel like i have homework to do because i have to call people about volunteering and write an article about my work experience.
What can i say, i'm a worrier!
Glad to get that off my chest, my next oppurtunity to offload some steam will probably be at Reading after results day, where 'll finally find out whether i'm a happy drunk or a sad drunk, though the out come will probably depend on the results.