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    (Original post by PonchoKid)
    my mood has been so bad tonight

    hated myself all night, hated my step dad all night. i so need my mum right now, might try and pursuade her to go shopping so i can get out of the house tomorrow.

    i honestly dont know why my boyfriends with me, hes FAR to nice to me.

    just need to hide, like literally, tempted to pack a bag, get a tent and go hide in a tent somewhere in a field...
    Because he sees something in you that you can't see in yourself at the moment But it's there!

    Are you better this morning?
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    Horrible vivid nightmares with people I know in them. Something tells me today isn't going to be that great.

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    Just thought I should post cause it's been a while, to let you know I'm alive and all that ****.

    Not doing okay. At all. Feel like my heart's been ripped out and everything's been turned upside down. Nothing's even nearly okay and I just can't.

    Hope everyone's alright and sorry to everyone I've let down.
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    (Original post by 08batee)
    Just thought I should post cause it's been a while, to let you know I'm alive and all that ****.

    Not doing okay. At all. Feel like my heart's been ripped out and everything's been turned upside down. Nothing's even nearly okay and I just can't.

    Hope everyone's alright and sorry to everyone I've let down.
    You haven't let anyone down :hugs:

    I'm sorry to hear that you feel like that Do you have a "spot" in your area i.e. a nice view, countryside, beach etc where you can stand there alone and with peace and away from people? Sometimes I do that and it does work wonders with me
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    (Original post by luno)
    I mentioned about my best friend basically ignoring me. She finally replied to my messages and her writing style was... cold. She said 'I'm going away on holiday so will not be able to make plans for the foreseeable future. I will let you know when I'm free and you can tell me when you're available'..... I was expecting to have a 'Yours faithfully' at the end. I just don't understand what's going on.

    This week we've talked a bit more on via Facebook message. We were supposed to meet today but she cancelled and said 'are you free tomorrow?' then 'sorry I'm actually not free'. I said 'just let me know when you're free What are you doing tomorrow?' and she ignored the question so I asked again and she said 'I'm not free' and I said 'yeah I know that haha that's why I asked! So what are you doing? '

    Then she suddenly turned and went 'you're interrogating me stop asking'.

    Seriously????? I said 'what's so bad about taking an interest in your best friends life and asking what they're doing? What's wrong with that question?'

    She refused to answer the questions and kept saying how I'm annoying her and I'm making a big issue out of it.

    I honestly don't understand why asking a friend what they're doing is bad.... can someone please explain?

    Sorry for the whole pettiness and she said/ I said post but she makes me feel like a bad friend when I don't think I've done anything wrong.
    I don't think you've done anything wrong. I'm sorry she's acting like this because you really don't deserve it and it's horrible when old friendships start to drift, but it isn't your fault at all. :hugs:


    ....
    Such a debate going on. I've been asked (again, some people just do not take no for an answer) to do Socialising this evening and I don't know what to do. On the one hand its with safe people and doing safe things so would probably be quite nice for me to spend an evening in company so long as no outward meltdowns. But then I'm not sure it's at all fair to be spending time with people given my plans. In fact I know it isn't. Unless I actually do have meltdowns thus proving I am not good news. hmmm. I dont know whats the best to do.
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    (Original post by VaVe)
    Horrible vivid nightmares with people I know in them. Something tells me today isn't going to be that great.

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    How is it going then?
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    (Original post by danny111)
    Because he sees something in you that you can't see in yourself at the moment But it's there!

    Are you better this morning?
    hes too good to me, i know he is.

    i guess so, just chilling, but started my new meds today
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    (Original post by PonchoKid)
    hes too good to me, i know he is.

    i guess so, just chilling, but started my new meds today
    No he isn't, you just tend to see negative things about yourself, I do too, so that is why you feel that way. I am sure other people in this thread would also point out your positives

    And well, you started them, that's a good sign, no? Let's hope they work!
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    No he isn't, you just tend to see negative things about yourself, I do too, so that is why you feel that way. I am sure other people in this thread would also point out your positives

    And well, you started them, that's a good sign, no? Let's hope they work!
    he really is, and he knows it
    im sure they wouldnt :nah:

    it is, but scary, only changed one for now, ill do the other change in a few weeks, so im not having 2 changes at once...
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    (Original post by IDukem)
    You haven't let anyone down :hugs:

    I'm sorry to hear that you feel like that Do you have a "spot" in your area i.e. a nice view, countryside, beach etc where you can stand there alone and with peace and away from people? Sometimes I do that and it does work wonders with me
    I've let everyone down, not least myself :sad: I'm a stupid stupid person.
    My stupid head won't let me go out, voices are so bad and I'm trapped. And going anywhere like that would involve driving and I'm definitely not in a fit state to be doing that either :sigh: Hope things with you are okay :hugs: :yes:
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    (Original post by 08batee)
    I've let everyone down, not least myself :sad: I'm a stupid stupid person.
    My stupid head won't let me go out, voices are so bad and I'm trapped. And going anywhere like that would involve driving and I'm definitely not in a fit state to be doing that either :sigh: Hope things with you are okay :hugs: :yes:
    Well you haven't let me down, not at all You may think you're stupid but in my eyes you're not, you're fantastic and someone who people can rely on to help. You may not believe it yourself, but you truly are really kind and wonderful. You played a part in getting me through my worst time back in late 2012 and early 2013. You hun, had helped me change my approach on life around and made me understand some positives about my life
    It's a feeling that is horrific and it's a struggle to get of, but you'll find a way and everyone here will back you up and try and help raise you up when you feel down. Why? Cause you do it to us and you're such a genuine and kind person in mine and a lot of other peoples opinions, that it's more or less and instinct. Aww that sucks perhaps a walk/jog could be an alternative?

    I could be better but I could better, i'm more focused on helping other people around me at present as they feel abit 'meh'. But i'm coping well as of now, thanks for asking
    As long as we're both on TSR, i'm there for ya :hugs:
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    Cuddle please? :'(
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    (Original post by zonkfrog)
    Cuddle please? :'(
    :hugs: (repeat as many times as necessary)

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    Got a friend coming over tonight and I really don't feel like it, I want to hide away from everything and everyone.
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    (Original post by Anonymous #2)
    :hugs: (repeat as many times as necessary)

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    Got a friend coming over tonight and I really don't feel like it, I want to hide away from everything and everyone.
    If only we could swap :/
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    (Original post by zonkfrog)
    If only we could swap :/
    What would that solve? :hugs:
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    (Original post by Anonymous #2)
    What would that solve? :hugs:
    Well I'm desperate to hang out with anyone but have noone. You have a friend youre not up for seeing and want to hide.
    I think its a better deal for me though.
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    (Original post by zonkfrog)
    Cuddle please? :'(
    :hugs: :jumphug:
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    (Original post by zonkfrog)
    Well I'm desperate to hang out with anyone but have noone. You have a friend youre not up for seeing and want to hide.
    I think its a better deal for me though.
    Are you at college/uni in September? It's a fantastic opportunity to meet friends if you are. About not wanting to see anyone, it's all a part of the party package that is depression, I just need to try and work through it armed with medication and a decent therapist, both of which I have.

    Are you receiving treatment at the moment?
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    (Original post by 08batee)
    Just thought I should post cause it's been a while, to let you know I'm alive and all that ****.

    Not doing okay. At all. Feel like my heart's been ripped out and everything's been turned upside down. Nothing's even nearly okay and I just can't.

    Hope everyone's alright and sorry to everyone I've let down.
    Just to echo the sentiment that you haven't let anyone down at all hun :jumphug:
 
 
 
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