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    An early night isn't possible, there is this invention called the internet that messes my mind. And aww case studies always intrigue me, how are they?
    True, I was up late last night too :rofl:
    They are quite cool.(and time consuming). I'm currently just revising them and putting it on coloured card and making it look nice to see everyday :lol:
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    I'll stick to playing Euro Truck Simulator instead, it's such a good game. I went to Paris the other day.
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    True, I was up late last night too :rofl:
    They are quite cool.(and time consuming). I'm currently just revising them and putting it on coloured card and making it look nice to see everyday :lol:
    I do that too, helps me to read my revision properly and make them tidy. I swear once A Levels are over, I will tidy up my room but I can't right now because I know where everything is.

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    It's so confusing because in the UK we drive on the left side of the road and we sit on the right side.
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    It's so confusing because in the UK we drive on the left side of the road and we sit on the right side.
    I know !! It sounds to be so weird for you to drive the right side xD ! As I never been to UK or played such a game I don't know the feeling haha :lol:
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    I do that too, helps me to read my revision properly and make them tidy. I swear once A Levels are over, I will tidy up my room but I can't right now because I know where everything is.
    :yep: Me too, I adopt the method of being 'messily organised'
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    The best motivation in life isn't why me? It's try me! Your a strong girl )
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    (Original post by aamirac)
    :yep: Me too, I adopt the method of being 'messily organised'
    My mum's just had a go at me for being too messy. It's annoying because when she tidies up, I lose so many of my books and just stuff that I never see again. I found my GCSE certificates after a year recently.

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    The best motivation in life isn't why me? It's try me! Your a strong girl )
    Nothing can tear me apart. Thank you so much.
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    My mum's just had a go at me for being too messy. It's annoying because when she tidies up, I lose so many of my books and just stuff that I never see again. I found my GCSE certificates after a year recently.
    :lol: I understand what you mean. Like everything has it's place and you know where it is, then if it gets changed around you have to start all over again.
    :rofl: I just keep all my important documents in a drawer somewhere
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    (Original post by aamirac)
    :lol: I understand what you mean. Like everything has it's place and you know where it is, then if it gets changed around you have to start all over again.
    :rofl: I just keep all my important documents in a drawer somewhere
    See I have a place for important stuff but I don't understand how I found my certificates in my room when my mum had them in a special drawer somewhere. She's so bad at keeping stuff. I can't wait for university and just being able to live out. But I'm gonna be relying on Pot Noodles lol.
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    Part 3 of Losing My Best Friend: Letting Go

    It was 22:45 pm on 31st July 2014. It was a normal day and I logged onto Facebook. On my News Feed, ‘R.I.P Angel xxx’ posts appeared. I was confused and shocked, who could have died? I thought it was someone I had no connection with. I scrolled down and it linked it to her page.Why on earth would someone write a sick joke when she wasn’t dead? I felt horrified but when I looked deeper, it became true. My close friends began to post and I felt shocked. Emotionless, I screamed. I dashed to my mother and yelled in horror. I could not believe it. I would have been told the news, not having to find out on Facebook where it’s so public. I wrote a post and people liked it instantly and paid condolences. ‘How did it happen?’ people asked. I had no idea how or why. It was night time and I felt scared. All I could do was imagine her picture on my bedroom wall. I cried myself to sleep and listened to sad songs. All I wanted was her. I instantly blamed myself because I stole her thunder and I was jealous of her. I had realised who my true friends were – some people used her death as a way of seeking attention or pretending they cared about her.The next day, I went for a walk. People messaged me and paid their respects. I couldn’t face it all and felt so alone. Her mother messaged me about writing a tribute for her and at first I couldn’t do it – but I agreed.

    The funeral was scheduled for 15th August 2014. The day is a blur because my emotions were so high and all over the place. I couldn’t face her family because I was raw inside but I knew the pain they were facing was more heart-breaking. I played ‘Yellow’ by Coldplay on repeat as her favourite colour was yellow and sobbed. And as I sat in the church, all I could do was let my emotions go. They played a song of her singing, ‘You’re Going to Miss Me When I’m Gone,’ and I couldn’t help but feel like she knew she was going. When the burial happened, I placed the mud in her grave and spoke to her family. They told me how she always spoke about me, highly and regarded me as a special person. They thanked me for helping her and getting her through school and life. I couldn’t help but feel sad because her close friend died a year before and I remember comforting her. A week later it was GCSE results day. Whilst I passed all my Media qualifications, I failed everything else and considering what happened tome the past few months, I expected it. I knew that giving up was never an option and I thrived to sort my life out. She always told me how proud she was of me and how I should achieve my goals so I decided to never let her down.

    One day I found an old drama assignment. We had to create a monologue and I chose to do one where a girl’s best friend dies over the summer and how she is oblivious. She hadn’t seen her since the last day of school and found out on Facebook – could I have foreshadowed it? A year later, I have over ten GCSEs, I’m doing my A Levels and I never once gave up. I’m nearly approaching my University goal and life has never been better. I miss her like crazy and she’s my inspiration but for her, I keep on fighting. Life isn’t easy and we all face obstacles and hurdles but the more we overcome them, the easier it becomes. I hope this inspires you all to become motivated and realise the special people around you. As I appreciated my best friend more, I suddenly lost her. Never lose the opportunity to tell someone you love them because one day it might be too late.
    I honestly don't know what to say, this all feels so sad and unfair always the good people that go too early :cry2: It sucks that you didn't have a chance to talk to her one last time before she passed away but your endurance and volition is admirable! All I can say is that keep on fighting! and never give up! o/
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    (Original post by Eriasu)
    I honestly don't know what to say, this all feels so sad and unfair always the good people that go too early :cry2: It sucks that you didn't have a chance to talk to her one last time before she passed away but your endurance and volition is admirable! All I can say is that keep on fighting! and never give up! o/
    It's my biggest regret but I know that I can't turn back time. And thank you, it means a lot because I feel as if so many people suffer with problems but never let them out and for me, it's become a release.
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    omg /farts in excitement whats this about :O
    ayyayayayyayayayaya!
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    (Original post by RoadtoSuccess)
    omg /farts in excitement whats this about :O
    ayyayayayyayayayaya!
    My blog, I'm surprised you haven't read it
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    My blog, I'm surprised you haven't read it
    omg true, i stalk you always o_o how did i miss this ;-;
    Ooooooo interesting how you gonna promote it
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    omg true, i stalk you always o_o how did i miss this ;-;
    Ooooooo interesting how you gonna promote it
    I don't know, you were too absorbed into that direct dating thread to miss this. and I will hand out business cards to promote my blog and write an acclaimed ebook.
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    I don't know, you were too absorbed into that direct dating thread to miss this. and I will hand out business cards to promote my blog and write an acclaimed ebook.
    omg yasssssssss £1.99 for the book £2.99 for the business cards
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    (Original post by RoadtoSuccess)
    omg yasssssssss £1.99 for the book £2.99 for the business cards
    Someone watches the VistaPrint adverts lool. You should do a blog. "Road to Success" although I think someone already has a blog with the same title.
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    I like your post, I too faced issue but not as fatal as yours.


    I am maths dyslexic but still managed to pass my maths GCSE the second time round.
 
 
 
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