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    It all hit me. How people hate me for my theories and are laughing at me for my weak emotional state. How my obsessions hurt people I care for by distracting me from the real world. And the ineptitide of my butter fingers. 2 people have said they're disappointed in me today. My friend leaving for Japan for a year and my dad. I broke down and started crying in shock but I shouldn't even be posting here like samba said every time I open my mouth I'm ****ing manipulating you and everyone around me. I'm alone and it's better that way. I tried to push mybex away before she got hurt but it still happened. I've become a disapppoinrmenf, failure, weak being ill is no excuse I do it to myself. I'm a slimy sbarky little.**** and I need banning again soon
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    creme eggs...
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    caramel eggs
    :king1: :yep:

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    (Original post by Smash Bandicoot)
    It all hit me. How people hate me for my theories and are laughing at me for my weak emotional state. How my obsessions hurt people I care for by distracting me from the real world. And the ineptitide of my butter fingers. 2 people have said they're disappointed in me today. My friend leaving for Japan for a year and my dad. I broke down and started crying in shock but I shouldn't even be posting here like samba said every time I open my mouth I'm ****ing manipulating you and everyone around me. I'm alone and it's better that way. I tried to push mybex away before she got hurt but it still happened. I've become a disapppoinrmenf, failure, weak being ill is no excuse I do it to myself. I'm a slimy sbarky little.**** and I need banning again soon
    I think you're being too hard on yourself :sadnod:
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    I think you're being too hard on yourself :sadnod:
    I used to think that..then i saw.how much **** i get away with. And how i do it

    I hurt people.scary. eventually i hurt people
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    (Original post by Smash Bandicoot)
    I used to think that..then i saw.how much **** i get away with. And how i do it

    I hurt people.scary. eventually i hurt people
    Hmm. I think we all cause destruction, we all hurt people. What do you mean, '**** I get away with'?
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    (Original post by ScaryScience)
    omg :drool::eating: :gah:
    I'll save you some! Hope you're ok scary :hugs:

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    :nothing:



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    I actually thought about you when putting them in

    I read your post about E, hope everything's ok :console:


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    I'll save you some! Hope you're ok scary :hugs:


    I actually thought about you when putting them in

    I read your post about E, hope everything's ok :console:


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    Yaaaaaaaaay, thank you! :party: :yeah: Also meant to say, (before I got dizzy with excitement at that awesome creation :awesome: ) well done on challenging yourself and pushing yourself with this. :hugs:
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    (Original post by ScaryScience)
    Hmm. I think we all cause destruction, we all hurt people. What do you mean, '**** I get away with'?
    I have some unonscious manipulative tactics which I use to get away with ****ty behaviour, such as hurting or pissing people off, letting them down. Being late. One os apparently breaking down and crying. I don't trust my illusions of remorse. I am an addict, rarely do they change. I will try bur i feel it's foolish to trust myself.
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    (Original post by Anonymous #2)
    I actually thought about you when putting them in

    I read your post about E, hope everything's ok :console:


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    :awesome:

    Thankies :hugs: Am also proud of you for persevering, despite the fact it can't have been easy. Can't rep you either though! I can't rep anyone in this Soc atm :grumble:
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    (Original post by ScaryScience)
    Yaaaaaaaaay, thank you! :party: :yeah: Also meant to say, (before I got dizzy with excitement at that awesome creation :awesome: ) well done on challenging yourself and pushing yourself with this. :hugs:
    (Original post by The_Lonely_Goatherd)
    :awesome:

    Thankies :hugs: Am also proud of you for persevering, despite the fact it can't have been easy. Can't rep you either though! I can't rep anyone in this Soc atm :grumble:
    Thanks both of you Baby steps :yep:

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    Reading the you are nothing special thread.
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    (Original post by Smash Bandicoot)
    Reading the you are nothing special thread.
    Pay no attention to that thread. Like one of the first posters said, we are all special in our own way
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    Pay no attention to that thread. Like one of the first posters said, we are all special in our own way
    But the whole point of that thread is to remind us that special sbowflake culture leads to a population who justify mediocrity. It's part of entitlement culture, the idea that the world owes us ****
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    (Original post by Smash Bandicoot)
    I have some unonscious manipulative tactics which I use to get away with ****ty behaviour, such as hurting or pissing people off, letting them down. Being late. One os apparently breaking down and crying. I don't trust my illusions of remorse. I am an addict, rarely do they change. I will try bur i feel it's foolish to trust myself.
    You say 'unconscious tactics' - unless you are planning and consciously thinking of ways to hurt others then really I don't see this some sort of massive, fundamental character flaw. It is quite apparent to me that you have unhelpful, obsessive thought patterns which are doing you no good whatsoever, but this is where therapy comes in.
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    Aargh the logic of that thread is impeccable but it's so counter in tuitive to good mental health to let go of these ego preserving defence mechanisms ughhhh
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    My confidence has been knocked down for the final time...
    I can't stop thinking about this one event that happened on Thursday and the more i think about it the more pathetic i feel.

    Well, i am a piece of ****, I'm stupid and worthless and i **** so much **** up its ridiculous!
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    (Original post by Smash Bandicoot)
    But the whole point of that thread is to remind us that special sbowflake culture leads to a population who justify mediocrity. It's part of entitlement culture, the idea that the world owes us ****
    I don't think that acknowledging that you are a unique individual who is loved by people - and is thus 'special' to someone - needs to necessarily/automatically equate with the whole special snowflake culture :dontknow:
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    for the last 5 weeks ive barely moved, pretty much lived in PJs, cried multiple times a day, not eaten a proper nutritious meal, not cleaned or tidied and generally just not functioned as a human being. today, I have cleaned, made 5 cups of tea, made a cake, been around my parents for hours, and am now cooking a full roast dinner. I think I may cry
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    Thanks Was fun making it but mood has crashed now

    I don't think you did, I'm not sure

    Hope you're ok :hugs:


    Here is the finished project! Biscuits, malteasers, jelly beans, creme eggs, caramel eggs, mini eggs, chocolate raisins, marshmallows and a kit kat



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    :console: At least you had fun making it I suppose, sorry you've crashed now though Am around if talking would help :hugs:
    Good
    Also completely crashed but ah well, my own fault I suppose. One day I'll learn o pace myself but every time I think I'm getting there I go and ruin it all again, just stupid. Sorry, bit of a rant there

    That looks amazing! :drool:


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    Just tried to explain the multiple TLGs to a friend via email. Bit of an incoherent mess now
 
 
 
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