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    (Original post by tasha96)
    Aww cool! We have a money plant in our hall but it's not as big as yours. Putting it in a teapot is a really sweet idea too. Definitely need to come up with some names for mine now. I'd defs go with Bobalina. :ninja:
    they can grow MASSIVE, theres one in a chinese by me and its literally like a bush, the plant pot its in is ridiculously big!
    i really like the teapot, it has memories from a good night out, so i want to keep it, but i have no over use, so i thought its really quirky

    names are awesome, i name most things hehe

    its Bobalina and Gertrude
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    On another note I have an appointment with CMHT tomorrow. I'm worried about it. Flashbacks have been really quite bad recently and when a man turns up at my door and sits in front of me tomorrow then I'm pretty likely to have one. Which is ****. Cause sometimes they last about an hour. And also I'm worried that something bad's gonna happen if I tell the truth. I'm not at my worst at the moment but things are far from good and I'm spending a lot of time feeling unsafe/hysterical and just in a pretty bad place.
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    (Original post by IMakeSenseToNone)
    No probs, neigh on all unis have some peer system whether mental health related or not as well as counsellors who specialise in helping you deal with university stresses and some even have mental health support societies
    Thanks :hugs: I really need to research into the uni I'm going to a lot more :ninja: I never visited it or anything, and never looked into any part of the uni apart from the course it offers. :lol: I'm so ridiculous :facepalm:
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    (Original post by 08batee)
    Thanks :hugs: I really need to research into the uni I'm going to a lot more :ninja: I never visited it or anything, and never looked into any part of the uni apart from the course it offers. :lol: I'm so ridiculous :facepalm:
    :lol: That probably would have been me if it weren't for parents but when you have interviews at the uni you sort of need a stalker level of knowledge that actually makes you look rather sad. If I said I hadn't visited they would probably have laughed me out.

    Now though I even have the address for where the uni's sports teams play so it's got slightly obsessive
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    (Original post by PonchoKid)
    they can grow MASSIVE, theres one in a chinese by me and its literally like a bush, the plant pot its in is ridiculously big!
    i really like the teapot, it has memories from a good night out, so i want to keep it, but i have no over use, so i thought its really quirky

    names are awesome, i name most things hehe

    its Bobalina and Gertrude
    Oh wow! :eek: I'll need to see if I can get a cutting from the one in the hall for my room. Ha nothing wrong with that at all. Makes them personal to you.:yep:
    They are very awesome names. :hugs:
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    (Original post by tasha96)
    Oh wow! :eek: I'll need to see if I can get a cutting from the one in the hall for my room. Ha nothing wrong with that at all. Makes them personal to you.:yep:
    They are very awesome names. :hugs:
    Yeah my sister got a cutting from someone that had a money tree and grew one in a baked bean tin

    Yeah my teddies and my now 2 plants are like my kids haha


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    Octoberbaby is sitting right next to me She's come up for a few days and yeah; I'm like super, super, extremely happy at the moment :bigsmile:
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    In absolute agony, I'm half-dead and not just with it at all. I can feel myself getting more and more dissociated as the night passes by. I hate nights with a passion.
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    Everytime i shut my eyes to sleep my mind plays over what happened today
    ****ing hate it


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    (Original post by Silence_Will_Fal)
    In absolute agony, I'm half-dead and not just with it at all. I can feel myself getting more and more dissociated as the night passes by. I hate nights with a passion.
    :hugs: The night can be hell when you're left alone with your thoughts and you're in no condition to deal with them. Try and get some sleep but if not just focus on other things to tire yourself out and then work through why you're feeling the way you are when you're up to it. Of course if you want help, need to rant or want to organise your thoughts in a post then just hit us up and at the very least we'll despense cuddles

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    Octoberbaby is sitting right next to me She's come up for a few days and yeah; I'm like super, super, extremely happy at the moment :bigsmile:
    Huzzah for super happy awesome feelings! :macarena:
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    (Original post by IMakeSenseToNone)
    Huzzah for super happy awesome feelings! :macarena:
    Tbh; she makes things like completely okay and happy and yeah No words do justice :yy:
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    (Original post by Deyesy)
    Tbh; she makes things like completely okay and happy and yeah No words do justice :yy:
    That's so awesome, babies just radiate joy somehow :yep: I need to pair off my brother somehow so I can have a neice/nephew to shape into my own image :crazy: Er I mean, to love.

    I don't think I could actually be trusted with kids, i'll just get them into things which will alienate them from their entire generation =3
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    I've reached a whole new level of pathetacism. Just spent at least half an hour crying and hyperventilating for no reason while my bf hugged me repeating "you're okay". :'(

    Eventually I managed to get up and stumble to my room to put on (damp) pyjamas and go to bed. The only way I can describe how I feel is depressed, haven't been that for a long while. Now I'm curled up under the covers in "my" room (staying at his so not actually mine), I'm damp, I'm sad, I'm confused and I really want him to help me again but he's gone to bed and I've already kept him up.

    I just want all of this to be over. I don't have a clue how I'm going to manage uni. Think I may ask my bf to help me write an email to my psychiatrist tomorrow and hope he can fiddle with my meds or something so I'll at least be able to concentrate somewhat. I'm so scared about this. I have so much to do and I'm not ready for any of it.


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    I've reached a whole new level of pathetacism. Just spent at least half an hour crying and hyperventilating for no reason while my bf hugged me repeating "you're okay". :'(

    Eventually I managed to get up and stumble to my room to put on (damp) pyjamas and go to bed. The only way I can describe how I feel is depressed, haven't been that for a long while. Now I'm curled up under the covers in "my" room (staying at his so not actually mine), I'm damp, I'm sad, I'm confused and I really want him to help me again but he's gone to bed and I've already kept him up.

    I just want all of this to be over. I don't have a clue how I'm going to manage uni. Think I may ask my bf to help me write an email to my psychiatrist tomorrow and hope he can fiddle with my meds or something so I'll at least be able to concentrate somewhat. I'm so scared about this. I have so much to do and I'm not ready for any of it.


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    Not pathetic at all.:nah: So glad your bf was there and helped you.:hugs: Hopefully you'll be able to get something fixed so that you can concentrate. Really sorry you're feeling so bad. :penguinhug: Nights like that are horrible.



    No sleep what-so-ever again. Starting to make me feel really unwell.
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    (Original post by Kindred)
    I've reached a whole new level of pathetacism. Just spent at least half an hour crying and hyperventilating for no reason while my bf hugged me repeating "you're okay". :'(

    Eventually I managed to get up and stumble to my room to put on (damp) pyjamas and go to bed. The only way I can describe how I feel is depressed, haven't been that for a long while. Now I'm curled up under the covers in "my" room (staying at his so not actually mine), I'm damp, I'm sad, I'm confused and I really want him to help me again but he's gone to bed and I've already kept him up.

    I just want all of this to be over. I don't have a clue how I'm going to manage uni. Think I may ask my bf to help me write an email to my psychiatrist tomorrow and hope he can fiddle with my meds or something so I'll at least be able to concentrate somewhat. I'm so scared about this. I have so much to do and I'm not ready for any of it.


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    Hey, not pathetic at all.
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    (Original post by PonchoKid)
    Everytime i shut my eyes to sleep my mind plays over what happened today
    ****ing hate it


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    Aww! That's not good. Maybe find out today if the guy is fine, so when you sleep tonight it won't happen again?
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    (Original post by danny111)
    Aww! That's not good. Maybe find out today if the guy is fine, so when you sleep tonight it won't happen again?
    I managed to fall asleep with the use of zopiclone but cant keep doing that. Dunno if i can find out if hes ok... :/


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    (Original post by PonchoKid)
    I managed to fall asleep with the use of zopiclone but cant keep doing that. Dunno if i can find out if hes ok... :/


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    Well it's a start I guess. And you could call local hospitals?
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    Not a good start. Got an interview with HR in 2 hours. Was somewhat ok about that, but my dad talked to me. I know he just wanted to help, but I can't cope. I know I am lazy, I'm inactive, but I don't know how to change it. Every time I plan on doing something, something inside me is holding back. And him just telling me "you have to try and change" doesn't help. Just makes me feel more useless. I was proud to get this application done and get to the interview stage, but now I feel bad because realistically people send out dozen(s) applications before they get an internship/job. And I should be doing the same.
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    (Original post by danny111)
    Well it's a start I guess. And you could call local hospitals?
    Could be in 1 of 3 hospitals cos of where it was, and i have no name my mum just found out his first name. Guess i just have to pretend it didnt happen :/


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