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    (Original post by Sultana)
    **** this is hard. **** **** ****ity ****. I'm so confused. I really dont understand what to do. I thought I knew and i had it all properly planned and aside from a few little things to be ironed out it was all perfect and right. But now stuff has changed and i dont know any more. I think it is still right and it is still what i want mostly but then im questioning and maybe the fact im questioning means its not right now. But it is. And I really cant think about what would happen if i didnt do this. and i want to make sure i do the right thing in the right way and if i didnt do it now it would happen wrong. i dont know how i can figure out what is right. i cant talk to anyone because everyone is automatically no that is wrong do this before they've even heard about any of the considerations, and besides most people have no clue what it is like so they cant really judge i dont think. basically im falling apart right now.
    Not really much to say, but :jumphug: :jumphug:. Always here if you want someone to talk to.
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    This evening it has really hit me that I'm not going to uni :cry2:. I was really hoping I'd get in so I could begin a new chapter in my life, but this wasn't the case. Now I have no future, and the next few months look very difficult. I really don't feel like studying right now, in fact if I did go to uni then socialising would have been my priority for the first few months. I really have no idea what to do now, Facebook had stopped being triggering but for the last week it is back, because of seeing people excited for uni. I just want this mess to end :cry:

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    Just can't do this anymore. Had enough. Not coping.

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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    Not really much to say, but :jumphug: :jumphug:. Always here if you want someone to talk to.
    thanks

    was your appointment today? :hugs:
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    (Original post by 08batee)
    god i cant bear this any more
    You can you can you can and I'm now & about to PM you. :hugs:
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    (Original post by laura_frances)
    Thanks for getting in touch. Sorry to hear u took a turn in the shower! Iv felt close to fainting especially after I get out of bed. My doc only put me on 500micrograms cus he said he didn't want to knock me out, lol thanks! Definitely not looking for an increase any time soon. I have a review in 3 weeks so ill tell him of my side effects.
    Yeah, I feel particularly dizzy when I get out of bed too.

    0.5mg is a pretty low dose, I'm quite surprised you're getting such bad dizziness from it. You'll probably need to increase it at some point as the therapeutic dose for risperidone is higher than that.
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    (Original post by tasha96)
    Just can't do this anymore. Had enough. Not coping.

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    :sad: Love and hugs. Hope tomorrow brings better thoughts.

    Dipping again after maybe a few days of feeling bright. Don't know how long I can continue alternating between these highs and lows, it's draining.

    Hope everyone is ok.
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    (Original post by tasha96)
    Just can't do this anymore. Had enough. Not coping.

    :cry:
    :hugs: stay strong, you can get through it! we are all here for you and believe you can do it is there anyone you can talk to about things IRL as well maybe? :console:
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    (Original post by SciFiRory)
    :hugs: stay strong, you can get through it! we are all here for you and believe you can do it is there anyone you can talk to about things IRL as well maybe? :console:
    I cannt do this att all thank you but I really can't. :cry: voicees aree so so loudd and they're sayying horribltr things theyyre shouting at me. Don't have anyone in really lifre who isn't sick of me babbling on about it whenn I,m bad. Dontt know what I can do but I ereally don't wqnt to be here. :cry:
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    (Original post by avhhs)
    Oh no :sad: Hope she gets better :console:

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    (Original post by The_Lonely_Goatherd)
    Sending loads of positive vibes your way, for your mum's operations. The shadows are lying - they have no influence over the physical health and wellbeing of others. You did not do this to your mum, I promise you :hugs:
    Thank you guys :hugs: My mum had her op yesterday, was 18 hours in the end, but they think they have got all the tumour.

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    got everything crossed for your mum! really hope shes ok :hugs:

    the shadows lie, and none of it is your fault! your too amazing for anything bad to be your fault :yep:
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    also if it was your fault and you were losing friends, why would rory want to invite you round to the new flat when it gets sorted? he DEFFINATELY still cares about you, and thinks of you as a mate


    could you prehaps phone the bristol crisis team or something just for support while your there??
    Thanks :hugs: And I really look forward to that Nice to know people are there, thank you!

    (Original post by PonchoKid)
    oh im already paniking, dont worry about that
    im going to TRY and get hold of student support on monday again, as they wouldnt answer today so i can go through extenuating circ stuff, then ill ask about finance for living costs.
    i didnt think you could get benefits as a student?

    i can also go to CAB one day if needed, and ill blag my sister to go with me considering shes on maternity leave now, and i deffinately cant go on my own!
    Since this was a while ago, hopefully you have got some more answers. But if not, you can get some benefits as a student, it's rather complicated though (as usual), but is definitely possible. It mainly relies on you getting DLA, so if you can get that sorted, you will be well on your way
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    (Original post by tasha96)
    I cannt do this att all thank you but I really can't. :cry: voicees aree so so loudd and they're sayying horribltr things theyyre shouting at me. Don't have anyone in really lifre who isn't sick of me babbling on about it whenn I,m bad. Dontt know what I can do but I ereally don't wqnt to be here. :cry:
    :console: is there anything you can do that might drown them out or distract you from them a bit? are you sure? if they are friends or family hopefully they will want to help if you feel bad! I really hope you feel better soon! :hugs:
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    I have my baby back!! (Well close enough)... My phone broke a few weeks ago which really annoyed me cos i'd personalised it so well and was so used to it. The only one I could find to replace it that was the same phone was froom somewhere in china or something and the keys are labled very strangely (things aren't what they say they are) but on the most part it's the same as my old phone so i'm happy. still can't work out the question mark though...

    My boyfriend woke me up this (/yesterday) morning to ask "creamed rice- chocolate or jam?" and "warm or cold". I was rather annoyed that he'd woken me up just to ask how he should have his breakfast. Then a bit later he knocked on the door and came in with a really nicely aranged bowl of creamed rice with bits of chocolate muffin and cream on a tray, put it at my bedside and left. All I could respond with was "aww" cos it was so sweet. That was a lovely way to be woken up :3

    Last thing I promise :P ... My mum found an old poem I wrote and I was actually rather impressed with myself. I may even post it cos it is kinda centred around mental health and self-image... In a way.

    Anyway after that random update, goodnight (/morning) to everyone and...

    WELCOME TO THE NEWCOMERS WHO POSTED EARLIER
    Hope you like it here as much as I do and find it helpfull and suppertive

    Hope you all have a good night and are doing well. I've stopped posting quite a lot at the moment, especially replys to others, partially cos I don't have access to my laptop at the moment and also cos i'm feeling rather wobbly and unmotivated at the moment... but I am still keeping an eye on the thread and sending my best wishes to you all. I hope to be back in action soon.


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    This might be a strange question but,,, does anyone else feel that they would like to date someone going through mental or physical issues because your both more likely to see past that?
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    I just had the most difficult dinners of my life.I went out to dinner with my dads wife and her friend..I purposely stayed away from her because of my dad's death.it was just so emotional.she gave all of father's medical marijuana.his wife gave me a big bag filled with medical marijuana.it was difficult seeing her.it is extremely difficult when one of your parents dies.you've known them your entire life and one day you wake up and they're gone.I feel really sad and all alone
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    (Original post by SciFiRory)
    :console: is there anything you can do that might drown them out or distract you from them a bit? are you sure? if they are friends or family hopefully they will want to help if you feel bad! I really hope you feel better soon! :hugs:
    Thank you.:hugs: Nothing is working at the moment unfortunately. Mum spoke to the psychiatrist on the phone again this morning(after another night of no sleep ) and he's upped the quetiapine and also put thr risperidone back up to what it was in the hope that that will make me sleep. Only have to make it to tuesday now. Sorry for melting in here again- I'm just not coping with nights at the moment at all. :hugs:
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    Thank you.:hugs: Nothing is working at the moment unfortunately. Mum spoke to the psychiatrist on the phone again this morning(after another night of no sleep ) and he's upped the quetiapine and also put thr risperidone back up to what it was in the hope that that will make me sleep. Only have to make it to tuesday now. Sorry for melting in here again- I'm just not coping with nights at the moment at all. :hugs:
    :console: it's good you have some support from your mum and the psychiatrist at least! lack of sleep is awful I know, hopefully the changes to your meds help though! Tuesday isn't too far away so I am sure you can make it just focus on getting through, and don't worry, the thread is here for when people are feeling down and need some support like I said I really hope the med changes help cause I know how awful lack of sleep can be and stuff! :hugs:
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    :console: it's good you have some support from your mum and the psychiatrist at least! lack of sleep is awful I know, hopefully the changes to your meds help though! Tuesday isn't too far away so I am sure you can make it just focus on getting through, and don't worry, the thread is here for when people are feeling down and need some support like I said I really hope the med changes help cause I know how awful lack of sleep can be and stuff! :hugs:
    buggering auto-anon this was me!
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    (Original post by tasha96)
    Hi and welcome! :wavey: :hugs:
    I was really really dizzy and queasy for three or four weeks after I started taking fluoxetine but after that it wore off. Hopefully you won't have to put up with it for too long!
    Ahh thankyou I guess 3 - 4 weeks isn't so bad. I thought it would last for much much longer... I always get so nervous going to the doctors I instantly forget what he says the moment I step out of the room haha
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    Done absolutely rubbish: D, D, D, B, B, C, M, P

    I knew I would do rubbish, I just knew it.
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    (Original post by lonelybrummie)
    Done absolutely rubbish: D, D, D, B, B, C, M, P

    I knew I would do rubbish, I just knew it.
    You got 2 Bs better than some people! And you can always go to college to resit the ones you didnt do great in.
    Im guessing the M and P are btecs? And are merit and pass?? If so a merit is still good! So id say those GCSEs wernt appalling at all!


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