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    Ew ew ew EWW slug on kitchen sponge. :ahhhhh:
    :eek:

    I don't actually mind insects/molluscs too much, but surprise ones are horrible. :console:

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    Intrusive thoughts about CBT stuff continuing to be ****e. Need to talk about something pretty horrible (PTSD related) with therapist but I don't really want to, and it's still almost 2 weeks until my next appointment. Feel really guilty for continually talking it over with the same people, but I need to talk it through repeatedly otherwise I am going to bottle out of telling her about it. Again. Urgh I dunno.
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    im raving i dont know what will i do if i dont get in university this year i was mentally prepared to go because i had my requirements (grades) met well into the year so i was extremely happy. i basically started sorting/preparing my life for the new life. thing is i do not have a life currently here at home because ive been studying out of my country so i dont know anyone and if i am to stay i will have small chances of meeting people (no school) and will have to start searching for a job in this **** economy. basically i must figure out what to do with my life will i be able to get to uni next year? what would that mean pause my life for a year? or just settle and give up completely and start making my life where i am currently, which will be difficult, i dont want to even think about it.
    it really hurts knowing that you will go to uni and then get dragged down the rope and experience this huge disillusionment.

    everything will be clearer on monday...
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    (Original post by IMakeSenseToNone)
    Huzzah! Although I went to bed at 4:00 and got up at 12 so it looks like you're much further ahead than I I got rush hour commuting to deal with as well.

    Ehhh okay, went to the library to scan my uni photo in so that's all done! But i'm in a weird jittery state where little things are concerning me :hmpf:
    Oh no, hope the commuting went well . Unfortunately I jinxed myself after I posted that as I struggled to sleep for the next 2 days! At least last night turned out to be good. Hope you are feeling better now :console:
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    (Original post by The_Lonely_Goatherd)
    You're moving out? How did your parents take that? They alright with it? My parents were like "It's Oxford or London and if you stay in London, you are LIVING AT HOME" :afraid: Good job persuading your parents there - well done
    Well, they are alright with it :yep:. In fact they always were, ever since I told them , even if I went uni nearby. It is a shame that you parents didn't let you go :sad: :hugs:

    (Original post by Sabertooth)
    That's awesome, really glad to hear you're going to uni and you seem happy with it.
    Thanks yeah I am happy with it :yep:
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    can someone please help me i feel really down right now
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    (Original post by superwolf)
    Thought you might like to see my three running about:
    Ahhhh they're so cute!! And this is completely random but I was on the rodent section of the pet forums website, went on the adoption bit, and saw your mice!!

    I got my two a flying saucer today from pets at home; I've already got a wheel in the cage but I don't want them to start squabbling, so I thought I'd just double everything! I got them another food bowl as well....I have a bit of a pink/ purple theme going, seeing as all my other pets are boys I was happy to embrace stereotypical girls pinkness!

    Edit: Also, a slug in my pack of celery beats yours on a sponge :P Good thing the celery was for the guinea pig!
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    Deffinately want to cry. I cant keep going like this


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    don't think I can do honesty. is such a big dilemma cos I cant live like this. but I cant tell therapist stuff cos will make her realise why i'm not clean and stuff. i'm not sure if i'm more scared to talk or not to talk and keep doing like this. and apparently honesty is meant to help but theres nothing she can say. will just see how disgusted she is and hate myself even more and i'm scared of that. doesn't feel like there are any options (except the one that I can't talk about and i'm scared of that as well).

    argh.

    don't even have therapy for ages and i'm allllll falling apart over it.
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    don't think I can do honesty. is such a big dilemma cos I cant live like this. but I cant tell therapist stuff cos will make her realise why i'm not clean and stuff. i'm not sure if i'm more scared to talk or not to talk and keep doing like this. and apparently honesty is meant to help but theres nothing she can say. will just see how disgusted she is and hate myself even more and i'm scared of that. doesn't feel like there are any options (except the one that I can't talk about and i'm scared of that as well).

    argh.

    don't even have therapy for ages and i'm allllll falling apart over it.
    She wont be disgusted hun, she seems like a really nice caring person :yep:
    Could you perhaps write it down and put it in an envelope and give her it like that? Then maybe ask her to shred it after shes read it so you know no one else can read it?
    :hugs:


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    (Original post by asdfgah)
    don't think I can do honesty. is such a big dilemma cos I cant live like this. but I cant tell therapist stuff cos will make her realise why i'm not clean and stuff. i'm not sure if i'm more scared to talk or not to talk and keep doing like this. and apparently honesty is meant to help but theres nothing she can say. will just see how disgusted she is and hate myself even more and i'm scared of that. doesn't feel like there are any options (except the one that I can't talk about and i'm scared of that as well).

    argh.

    don't even have therapy for ages and i'm allllll falling apart over it.
    Hm, but you talk about a bunch of other stuff with her, aren't you? Can you maybe tell it more metaphoically to her? Actually I don't see a reason, why she should be disgusted. It is her job not to be disgusted and the center are you, not her. Thus I don't think she mind it. I mean, the therapist took the job out of interest, not because they do not like working
    with people with problems.

    And yeah, Poncho Kid is right.
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    can someone please help me i feel really down right now
    I know its late but you can PM me if you like


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    I just decided, that this day will become a good day!
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    Took a zopi and it did weird things last night :/
    Apparently texting my boyfriend wasnt a great idea. And all i wanna do now is sleep :/


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    (Original post by PonchoKid)
    Took a zopi and it did weird things last night :/
    Apparently texting my boyfriend wasnt a great idea. And all i wanna do now is sleep :/


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    Morning Poncho!

    Did you hallucinate? :console: Zopiclone does make the world go a bit funny if you stay awake...
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    (Original post by superwolf)
    Morning Poncho!

    Did you hallucinate? :console: Zopiclone does make the world go a bit funny if you stay awake...
    Morning

    And no i thought i was going to, but i tried to text rory as i felt weird but it doesnt make much sense which probably wasnt my best plan

    Hope your ok


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    (Original post by PonchoKid)
    Morning

    And no i thought i was going to, but i tried to text rory as i felt weird but it doesnt make much sense which probably wasnt my best plan

    Hope your ok


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    Aww, I'm sure he didn't mind. You could always ask your doctor about different sleeping pills if zopiclone not working is a regular thing - I've been on zolpidem before and although it didn't do the job that well for me it might for you.

    I'm alright - seeing study coach today and he's usually good at motivating me to work so fingers crossed I can get the dissertation back on track...
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    (Original post by superwolf)
    Aww, I'm sure he didn't mind. You could always ask your doctor about different sleeping pills if zopiclone not working is a regular thing - I've been on zolpidem before and although it didn't do the job that well for me it might for you.

    I'm alright - seeing study coach today and he's usually good at motivating me to work so fingers crossed I can get the dissertation back on track...
    It does work, but iv not had one for over a month so that may be it :dontknow: im also on the strongest dose of zopi so its always fun. Im scared the drs wont give me anymore

    Thats awesome, you can deffinately do it :yep:


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    It does work, but iv not had one for over a month so that may be it :dontknow: im also on the strongest dose of zopi so its always fun. Im scared the drs wont give me anymore

    Thats awesome, you can deffinately do it :yep:


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    Yeah maybe your tolerance has gone down, so the strongest dose was a bit too strong. Next time you could try halving the tablet, and see how it goes? Then you could always take the other half later if needed.

    Thanks!
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    Yeah maybe your tolerance has gone down, so the strongest dose was a bit too strong. Next time you could try halving the tablet, and see how it goes? Then you could always take the other half later if needed.

    Thanks!
    Im usually better after taking the first one, i also cant break them :facepalm: ill need a card or something and pretend im a druggy


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    Guys, how are you? I haven't posted in a while, been busy was feeling a bit down didn't wanna just come to wine,
 
 
 
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