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    Next time might I suggest waking your wife/you up with squeaky kitty-bird noises?
    I would not complain about being woken from abject terror by the cat playing. Instead I came in the living room and he was sleeping on my chair. ****ing cat.
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    I'm not in a good mood. I can't stop thinking about putting an end to things just avoid shame again. I know I'm not going to manage it again and everything is so exhausting that I have barely any energy to do the things I have to do. I've been thinking about it lots. I can't help thinking that it might solve everything. I can't cope with these things any more. I really can't.
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    Still feel sick and cant sleep
    Got so much to do but dont think my mum and step dad will be impressed if i do it now
    Want to sleep so bad


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    am such a soggy piece of toast tongiht. sort of want to have a shower to be clean and try to sleep but every time i move it shifts the sadness and all collapses back on me. have to be up early to do important things but i havent taken my meds yet because im terrible and dont know what to do. if i take them i probably wont be able to be up in time but if i dont then that is bad. is tempting to just make like a hedgehog and hibernate under the covers in a puddle but then cant clean and just all the thoughts. this is the wettest sad ive felt for quite a while ive forgotten how to deal.
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    (Original post by Sultana)
    am such a soggy piece of toast tongiht. sort of want to have a shower to be clean and try to sleep but every time i move it shifts the sadness and all collapses back on me. have to be up early to do important things but i havent taken my meds yet because im terrible and dont know what to do. if i take them i probably wont be able to be up in time but if i dont then that is bad. is tempting to just make like a hedgehog and hibernate under the covers in a puddle but then cant clean and just all the thoughts. this is the wettest sad ive felt for quite a while ive forgotten how to deal.
    :hugs: Do whatever you feel is right for now, and don't feel bad about it.

    Will send super-absorbent towels round to deal with wetness epidemic.
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    Sorry I haven't been around lately. Generally been feeling low and the couple of weeks when I was feeling kind of happy do not even feel real or like they ever happened. I could go on but I should really try and sleep so I'll probably post more tomorrow.

    I hope everyone is as ok as they can be and that those starting university are able to have fun :hugs:!

    (Original post by avhhs)
    Hey everyone!

    Well, I moved into my uni room yesterday :woo:. So far it has been quite decent, my flat has been really quiet so far as most of the people only moved in today, but luckily I knew a couple of people from another flat so spent time with them. Although last night I couldn't stay at a party as long as I wanted because I'd forgotten the entry card for the external door :facepalm:. Luckily there was someone to open the door and it turned out to be a flatmate :laugh:. Couldn't sleep though :sad: also had trouble getting the heating to work but luckily I managed it eventually . At around 5:30am I decided to go out, nothing fancy at all as it was just taking the last night bus into Central London :ninja:. Got back a couple of hours later and I finally managed to fall asleep, waking up by 11.

    Now got pizza and drinks later
    It's nice to read that you've moved away for uni! I hope you have an amazing time! From what I remember you live in London... is university far from home? If that's the case I would have probably stayed at home because of pressure from family and being a coward so :woo: for moving!

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    Thank you again for the invite, I replied to rmhumphries PM but just wanted to say it to you too! Like Poncho said, I hope to meet you one day! Hopefully I'll build up the courage to actually attend a meet up!

    I read about your dissertation... what is it about if you don't mind me asking?

    I always assumed I would have to do one at university but it's actually an optional module on my course. I couldn't find a topic I felt really interested in and passionate about so I decided against it. Now I'm worrying if I do pass and get a degree, it won't mean that much because I didn't do a dissertation... :/



    Goodnight (well, morning!) my lovelies :hugs:.
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    Absolutely awful night. I can't sleep and I can't calm down. Skin feels like there is something crawling all over it and is really itchy. No idea what's triggered everything tonight. Think I'm feeling worse than I have done in a really long time.
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    Haven't felt like this in ages. That feeling of just crushing catastrophe at the realisation that I need to get up and go to work. Feels like too much. Stupid stupid brain.

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    Can I give up now? Before things get any worse?
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    Okay, I have to put things into perspective: I still have another try and just has to get to a different doctor, so that university accept my claims. (Formal stuff, I went to the wrong person and just found out later.)
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    Methylphenidate for college and Etizolam for sleep, I feel a mess.
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    I dislike talking on the phone
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    I dislike talking on the phone
    PRSOM.
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    So I've written my own psychology research and am currently in the process of getting it published. While very few undegrads become scholars and it's something I should be proud of, the critical nature of rejections and peer review is just soul crushing and I just want to cry. And I want to do research for a living. Urgh I feel so fragile and pathetic.
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    (Original post by superwolf)
    PRSOM.
    Haha, I tried ringing up the counselling team but got the wrong number (red faced) and then tried ringing up them again and I had to leave a voice message...which is something I don't like cause I don't know what to say. They rang back and I finally got an appointment (on-going once per week), but now I think I double booked without realising it!! So i'll speak to me ma and see if I have cause I have a sneaky feeling I have double booked and see whether I should change it It's been a manic last few hours

    Can I pm ya in a sec? It's not a rant or anything don't worry
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    (Original post by IDukem)
    Haha, I tried ringing up the counselling team but got the wrong number (red faced) and then tried ringing up them again and I had to leave a voice message...which is something I don't like cause I don't know what to say. They rang back and I finally got an appointment (on-going once per week), but now I think I double booked without realising it!! So i'll speak to me ma and see if I have cause I have a sneaky feeling I have double booked and see whether I should change it It's been a manic last few hours

    Can I pm ya in a sec? It's not a rant or anything don't worry
    :console: Sounds a bit stressful! You get an A for effort though.

    And sure.
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    (Original post by superwolf)
    :console: Sounds a bit stressful! You get an A for effort though.

    And sure.
    Judging by my dislike and anxiousness through talking on the phone, I thought I did it quite well *pats myself on the back* :grin:

    Merci
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    Why do trains make me panic so much!


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    Arranged for a friend to look after my mice when I'm on holiday. Was a bit worried about the idea of putting them in a boarding house, so I'm glad they'll be able to stay at home while I'm away enjoying myself!
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    (Original post by superwolf)
    Arranged for a friend to look after my mice when I'm on holiday. Was a bit worried about the idea of putting them in a boarding house, so I'm glad they'll be able to stay at home while I'm away enjoying myself!
    Thats really good and you deserve a holiday :yep: your meeces will love it


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