Oh and heres my story of my life before I go. My testimony
I was just sitting on face book and thought this would be a good idea, to share my testimony with the world.
I was brought up in a Christian family and went to church and youth groups up to the age of 14, then a lot change at this point in my life. My mum had cheated on my dad causing a lot of hurt in the family. Soon after that they were divorced and this shook my world. Going from one place to the other not having much communication with my family I struggled with depression.
Finally a year or two later I was just about to leave school to go to college and on the way home I went to see my sister at church, that day I broke down in tears and told her of the heartache I had, the nights that I could not sleep as all I could see was evil things. A couple months on I went on an encounter and felt amazing, got baptised and so on. This never lasted long, maybe even just over half a year. I started to go out to get drunk and chase after guys, as this did not fit under my fathers household I moved out at the age of 16. The very first night I moved out I ended up getting drunk beyond belief and ended up in hospital. But not even that could stop me I was on the path of destruction. Later in that summer I was of to study Nq media and met my ex boyfriend on this course. I thought ahhh my life is so dandy… hah that only lasted for maybe a year. My relationship was a mess, I moved in with him after 7 months. In October 2008 things started to change, every night in bed I’d see hell in my eyes… I would turn to my ex boyfriend and ask what do you think happens when you die, he said you will not know about it so don’t worry about it. That set me into tears and knew that the only way was Jesus.
After 10 months of the vision I kept having to build up the courage to break up my 2 year relationship, not to forget we just moved into our 2nd flat 2 months ago. I tried multiple times to break things up but in the end I was just a wuss, but one night I did it and from that night ive been filled with the love of god and have been blessed in so many ways, and you know what I am not lonely at all, actually I’m the happiest ive ever been. I've got my body confidence back and the best group of people around me ever.
My testimony may be long but in the end I got to god, once you have been on the path of god YOU will be back, nothing can EVER fill the void, trust me
Can I also just mention that to all you guys and girls, no partner is worth the pain of not having a relationship with jesus, God helped me in this break up so much, there was only 3 real days of pain then I felt renewed, god had helped me move on so fast. Even though I was emotionally disconnect from my ex for that year of visions it was still hard to break-up, but boy was it worth the joy I have now.