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jonathan122
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i dunno, i just want my friends back
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:console: Is there no one else on campus you can befriend if these people are so stubborn that they're still refusing?
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things are playing on my mind again. can't stop thinking. just can't get these things out of my head.

I hate him. no matter how much he's changed or what the causes were behind it he still did this to me. I'm going to see him tomorrow after work and I don't care what happens to me. I can't do another reasoned conversation with him where he explains it all away and apologises and tells me he's off the drugs and off the booze and a different person now. I need to scream at him and cry and show him how much I still hurt. I want to fight with him. I know I'd lose but I need to feel like I'm still fighting. I just want him to feel like I feel, and in a weird kind of way I need to get back my sense of who I am because at the moment i feel totally lost.
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(Original post by death.drop)
things are playing on my mind again. can't stop thinking. just can't get these things out of my head.

I hate him. no matter how much he's changed or what the causes were behind it he still did this to me. I'm going to see him tomorrow after work and I don't care what happens to me. I can't do another reasoned conversation with him where he explains it all away and apologises and tells me he's off the drugs and off the booze and a different person now. I need to scream at him and cry and show him how much I still hurt. I want to fight with him. I know I'd lose but I need to feel like I'm still fighting. I just want him to feel like I feel, and in a weird kind of way I need to get back my sense of who I am because at the moment i feel totally lost.
Could you maybe take a friend with you tomorrow to make sure he doesn't hurt you/things don't get too out of control? :hugs:
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(Original post by Fizz*****)
Could you maybe take a friend with you tomorrow to make sure he doesn't hurt you/things don't get too out of control? :hugs:
not really, I'm past caring what happens anyway and I wouldn't want anyone to see me like that.
it's a good idea, but I'm being irrational.
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Not feeling too good. Just ate a lot (:o:) of ice scream to try and feel a bit better. It didn't really work.
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Yeah I realised I started turning to chocolate to cure my problems, didn't work obviously...given it up now for 30 days, til May5th.
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I really really wish there was an anon function on here!
I am so alone, and this iis just getting too much for me and everyone around me. I can't turn back, I want to be the person I was beforehand but I can't find her. I don't want to feel this way.
Grrrr, this is ridiculous. I hate myself so much. I just can't cope anymore.
Hi welcome.

Do you want to talk about what's going on or anything?
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I feel like absolute crap. I will regret this later but who cares. I don't care anymore. I feel like I'm in some sort of a boat which is constantly sinking. All I want to do is get out and kick the hell out of the boat and just let myself go down the water at my own pace. I'm so sick of feeling like this and wanting to die. I've too much coming at me and I hate it. I hate the way my life is right now. I'm told to think of those less fortunate but I'm living my life and experiencing all these horrible experiences. I had a bottle of pills earlier and kept opening and closing them, deliberating as to whether or not I should down the whole lot.
There's just so much pain and hurt inside me and I don't know why I bother getting up when it all just comes back to push me down. To keep me down and leave me laying on the floor until dust settles on my body.
I don't know what to do.
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(Original post by sian_bedford)
I really really wish there was an anon function on here!
I am so alone, and this iis just getting too much for me and everyone around me. I can't turn back, I want to be the person I was beforehand but I can't find her. I don't want to feel this way.
Grrrr, this is ridiculous. I hate myself so much. I just can't cope anymore.
I know this is severeal hours late. but if you ever need to talk to someone I'm usually on here or on msn. pm if you want to add.
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I feel like absolute crap. I will regret this later but who cares. I don't care anymore. I feel like I'm in some sort of a boat which is constantly sinking. All I want to do is get out and kick the hell out of the boat and just let myself go down the water at my own pace. I'm so sick of feeling like this and wanting to die. I've too much coming at me and I hate it. I hate the way my life is right now. I'm told to think of those less fortunate but I'm living my life and experiencing all these horrible experiences. I had a bottle of pills earlier and kept opening and closing them, deliberating as to whether or not I should down the whole lot.
There's just so much pain and hurt inside me and I don't know why I bother getting up when it all just comes back to push me down. To keep me down and leave me laying on the floor until dust settles on my body.
I don't know what to do.
Do you want to talk about the experiences, sometimes i can help. Also I know how that feeling i i've been feeling it for a little while. So you aren't alone. if you do want to talk just pm if you want to.
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(Original post by Vienna Cannon)
Do you want to talk about the experiences, sometimes i can help. Also I know how that feeling i i've been feeling it for a little while. So you aren't alone. if you do want to talk just pm if you want to.
I'll PM you, thanks.
It's when it just goes on and on for years that you kind of lose hope of ever escaping really. :[
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I was just thinking about my funeral and i found the coolest urn. you get your ashes put in a lucky 8 ball so your loved ones can still ask you questions :rofl:
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I'm officially purchasing my cremation this week. i sense this is a step in the wrong direction.
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Hey guys. I was hoping for a little advice. Basically I went to see my doctor today - the first step after holding everything in for about 2 years now- and she didn't say much except whether or not I could get help through school and I was adamant I didn't want school knowing anything about my background etc because when I'm at school I act like things are OK. So then she explained about some kind of councillor that she could refer me to and then he could refer me on if necessary but I just don't know what to expect so if anyone has been through a similar process please if you don't mind share your experience.
Thank you.
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Back from my field trip. Wasn't incredible. Supposedly having some friends turn up at mine to get drunk in an hour or so, really don't feel up to it. Feeling pretty melancholy, but not awful. Hope you're all ok.
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I'm officially purchasing my cremation this week. i sense this is a step in the wrong direction.
thats very morbid!!:p:
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feel so drained lately, don't know how i'm going to cope with these exams
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i don't understand how people can treat me like this. i only ever wanted to help people.
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