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it's my bday and i want to cry
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(Original post by Malsi101)
it's my bday and i want to cry
Happy Birthday, I hope you have a good one. I really, really mean it :hugs: What's wrong?


My situation has shifted massively over the last few days. Normally I can feel modicums of happiness at certain things. But now, nothing but a dreary, bordering on apathetic, buzz of misery. I wouldn't mind but there are people who depend on me, people who need me to be strong for them. What am I going to do? I can't hurt them, I can't. Oh Christ, I'm going to hurt them, I know it :cry:
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http://video.google.com/videoplay?do...46055184&hl=en

this video makes me feel good, not sure what it does for others.

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Help :cry:
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Help :cry:
:hugs: What's wrong? I'm off to work in a few minutes but I'm sure someone else will be along in a mo to talk to you more :console:
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Help :cry:
still in need?
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still in need?
Massively so. I don't know what to do :cry:
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Massively so. I don't know what to do :cry:
what's up? i've got about an hour if you want to chat.
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(Original post by death.drop)
what's up? i've got about an hour if you want to chat.
I'm totally lost. I'm hurting people, and you can't say I'm not because I know that I am, that I have. People I truly, deeply care about, but by virtue of being involved with me, they've come out worse.

I find myself feeling worse than I ever have. Everything just seems hopeless. Why do I bother if all I end up doing is making people's lives worse?
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I'm totally lost. I'm hurting people, and you can't say I'm not because I know that I am, that I have. People I truly, deeply care about, but by virtue of being involved with me, they've come out worse.

I find myself feeling worse than I ever have. Everything just seems hopeless. Why do I bother if all I end up doing is making people's lives worse?
how have you hurt them? you bother because it's what people do. we fight to stay alive because something has to come good. Other people want you to bother because they love and care about you, and you bring something to their lives that they value.
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(Original post by death.drop)
how have you hurt them? you bother because it's what people do. we fight to stay alive because something has to come good. Other people want you to bother because they love and care about you, and you bring something to their lives that they value.
I can't even explain it. But things have changed and that's going to hurt someone that doesn't deserve or need pain.

I detract from lives. Give people short term pain to save them long term misery.
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(Original post by BruceTaylor)
I can't even explain it. But things have changed and that's going to hurt someone that doesn't deserve or need pain.

I detract from lives. Give people short term pain to save them long term misery.
I'm assuming your intention wasn't to hurt this person so please don't blame yourself. you can PM me if you just don't want to say what happened in the thread.
it's not short term pain when you die. it's extreme short term pain followed by a lifetime of deep sorrow. have you ever lost anyone close to you? I'm also certain that you don't cause your loved ones 'misery', of course they'd rather see you happy but that doesn't mean they don't want to support you through the bad times.
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(Original post by death.drop)
I'm assuming your intention wasn't to hurt this person so please don't blame yourself. you can PM me if you just don't want to say what happened in the thread.
it's not short term pain when you die. it's extreme short term pain followed by a lifetime of deep sorrow. have you ever lost anyone close to you? I'm also certain that you don't cause your loved ones 'misery', of course they'd rather see you happy but that doesn't mean they don't want to support you through the bad times.
I'll PM you the first part.

As for the second part, I'm a wreck and will always be so. Eventually the masses will give up on me, and those that don't will have to suffer as a result of me. I can't do that to people.
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(Original post by BruceTaylor)
I'll PM you the first part.

As for the second part, I'm a wreck and will always be so. Eventually the masses will give up on me, and those that don't will have to suffer as a result of me. I can't do that to people.
hey, so sorry i buggered off earlier. some things went wrong. have sent you a PM but i have to go as i've got someone here.
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hey, so sorry i buggered off earlier. some things went wrong. have sent you a PM but i have to go as i've got someone here.
:hugs: It's all right, thank you.
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I really need some help, is anyone around?
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I really need some help, is anyone around?
Hey,I'm here if you wanna talk.What's up?
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Hey,I'm here if you wanna talk.What's up?
thanks, I sent you a pm
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I'm lost, I'm numb. I don't know how to feel anymore.
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please is anyone here? :'( I really don't know what to do any more. I feel so alone :'( I dont think I will be able to stop myself from hurting anymore
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