Mental Health Support Society Mk XIV

TLG Update: Met mental health advisor at uni. She's gonna email my supervisor and talk in v general terms about not putting me under too much pressure etc.

Also, in therapy today I disclosed something that had been weighing on my mind a lot that I had never told ANYONE (and had promised myself that I would NEVER tell anyone). Not sure if it was the right thing to do, but a big step nonetheless

so it turns out my gp has thought i had an ED from the very beginning, which is reassuring because i was convinced i was the only person who thought that and i was so incredibly sure that i'd be laughed out of the hospital. also been recommended a couple CBT books to read so imma get em cheap off amazon very tempted to splash out on a pretty paperblanks journal at the same time but then i also want some new pens .... and maybe criminal minds season three ... #feelingspendy

proud of you hun, i think if your head had made you promise something like that, it was definitely a good idea to tell them

so it turns out my gp has thought i had an ED from the very beginning, which is reassuring because i was convinced i was the only person who thought that and i was so incredibly sure that i'd be laughed out of the hospital. also been recommended a couple CBT books to read so imma get em cheap off amazon very tempted to splash out on a pretty paperblanks journal at the same time but then i also want some new pens .... and maybe criminal minds season three ... #feelingspendy

proud of you hun, i think if your head had made you promise something like that, it was definitely a good idea to tell them

I'm in a spendy mood too

gossip?

There is none...I don't think

oh

we just have a happy Dukey?

Kinda I suppose! It's been a good day

I quite like a few people at Uni

good days are good
glad your doing good

you are aloud to like people

They are good, I got tired of bad ones! Inb4 tomorrow sucks
Thank you! How about yourself?

Bro I like people easily, but people are forbidden to like me Just kidding, I just like liking people and people liking me in return.

Perhaps it's time for the Dukemeister to venture in the realms of finding Duke's GF properly for the first time in years

It really makes me want to give up at times. I was bullied as a child and was never ever invited out and became a hermit. Over the last six years i've turned that around massively and i'd say i'm more the opposite of that now, but when things do happen that make me feel left out, i always end up treating it like it was done on purpose to upset me. I always seem to end up being people's second choice.

tomorrow will be a good day because tomorrow is a wednesday and wednesdays are good days

im meh, cant get counselling as they dont offer a female counselor that i can get to
and im sick of being in pain but other than that im good

i used to fall for people far too easily, but i promise you will find the one
deffo, ill stalk around campus for you in search

It may be good, I don't know as my crystal ball isn't working

Aww that sucks! is there counselling elsewhere you can look into?
I hope you feel better soon, but I'm glad you're feeling all right as a whole

I used too...then I stopped falling for people full stop. It's been well over a year since I last had feelings for a girl I won't be all obsessively looking, but I'll have it in mind cause I don't know...I may as well There might be a small ickle chance a girl could take a wild chance on me...forever the optimist I am