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    Hope you're safe, Scary



    Oops sorry, I'm such a dipstick :getmecoat: :sadnod:
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    ffs dkfndijfneru that was me :sigh:
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    (Original post by furryface12)
    Fed up of everything


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    I hurt my shoulder almost 2 years ago and tore my rotator cuff.I had been waiting for surgery for 2 years.I am really nervous.
    I remember you telling me about your shoulder surgery...good luck! I completely understand why you're nervous but think about the fact that you'll be in a much better position after it

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    Feeling sad today and lonely My flatmates are busy with each other and I'm just in my room alone catching up on Eastenders :lol: I feel so invisible sometimes, like I walked in to the kitchen and my flatmates were just carrying their conversation on and didn't even acknowledge me. All the thoughts are coming back and I don't know how to get through today :/
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    Really struggling today and I don't know how to get myself to eat, it's just impossible?? Feel awful. Also finding it difficult to drink, too.
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    :hugs: I know that feeling, hope things start to look up

    I remember you telling me about your shoulder surgery...good luck! I completely understand why you're nervous but think about the fact that you'll be in a much better position after it

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    Feeling sad today and lonely My flatmates are busy with each other and I'm just in my room alone catching up on Eastenders :lol: I feel so invisible sometimes, like I walked in to the kitchen and my flatmates were just carrying their conversation on and didn't even acknowledge me. All the thoughts are coming back and I don't know how to get through today :/
    Thanks, you too :hugs: People can be horrible sometimes


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    Really struggling today and I don't know how to get myself to eat, it's just impossible?? Feel awful. Also finding it difficult to drink, too.
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    :jumphug: Not sure what to suggest but hope you're ok Going out in a bit but will be back later if you want to talk?



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    (Original post by furryface12)
    Thanks, you too :hugs: People can be horrible sometimes



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    :jumphug: Not sure what to suggest but hope you're ok Going out in a bit but will be back later if you want to talk?



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    I'll be ok, just can't deal with this anxiety. Have a good time. Yeah, I might message you later, thank you. :hugs:
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    Massive hugs :hugs: I'm procrastinating if you want a chat.
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    I am drowning, suffocating in a massive black ball of pain and I cant continue to do it. its not worth it and I don't want it. people say that there is so much to live for, to get married and have children. I don't want either. good times with friends - I don't have friends that want to stick around or value me and who can blame them. I have never, ever experienced long lasting friendships, and I have never been more than someone that someone can fall back on. I have never fitted in. I no longer need friends... there is nothing for me in this world. nothing is good enough and wish it would all **** off. I honestly don't think there can be a future for me.
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    (Original post by ScaryScience)
    I am drowning, suffocating in a massive black ball of pain and I cant continue to do it. its not worth it and I don't want it. people say that there is so much to live for, to get married and have children. I don't want either. good times with friends - I don't have friends that want to stick around or value me and who can blame them. I have never, ever experienced long lasting friendships, and I have never been more than someone that someone can fall back on. I have never fitted in. I no longer need friends... there is nothing for me in this world. nothing is good enough and wish it would all **** off. I honestly don't think there can be a future for me.
    It may be hard to see now, but it does get better and you WILL live a happy life. You just have to push through a bit more **** and you'll get there I promise. You can keep going I know it.
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    I'll be ok, just can't deal with this anxiety. Have a good time. Yeah, I might message you later, thank you. :hugs:
    Back now if you want me :hugs:


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    Massive hugs :hugs: I'm procrastinating if you want a chat.
    Thanks, you ok? Might do in a bit. All weird and dissociatey and not sure what to do


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    It may be hard to see now, but it does get better and you WILL live a happy life. You just have to push through a bit more **** and you'll get there I promise. You can keep going I know it.
    that 'bit more ****' could turn into 60 years more **** and im not prepared to do it. I don't believe in false hope im afraid, nothing makes a blind but of ****ing difference. thanks for trying but really people saying things 'will' get better goes right over my head. insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome. I no longer have the strength to try. im too tired of everything all the ****ing time and I cant even move anymore. defeated.
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    that 'bit more ****' could turn into 60 years more **** and im not prepared to do it. I don't believe in false hope im afraid, nothing makes a blind but of ****ing difference. thanks for trying but really people saying things 'will' get better goes right over my head. insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome. I no longer have the strength to try. im too tired of everything all the ****ing time and I cant even move anymore. defeated.
    :lovehug: oh hun, i wish i could just wrap you in a cuddle and make all the **** disappear :lovehug:


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    i feel so bad :sad:
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    (Original post by ParadoxSocks)
    i feel so bad :sad:
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    (Original post by furryface12)
    Back now if you want me :hugs:



    Thanks, you ok? Might do in a bit. All weird and dissociatey and not sure what to do


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    I'll be okay, but I'm here if you need me? Might be able to help you ground. :hugs:
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    (Original post by ParadoxSocks)
    i feel so bad :sad:
    *hugs*

    (Original post by ScaryScience)
    I am drowning, suffocating in a massive black ball of pain and I cant continue to do it. its not worth it and I don't want it. people say that there is so much to live for, to get married and have children. I don't want either. good times with friends - I don't have friends that want to stick around or value me and who can blame them. I have never, ever experienced long lasting friendships, and I have never been more than someone that someone can fall back on. I have never fitted in. I no longer need friends... there is nothing for me in this world. nothing is good enough and wish it would all **** off. I honestly don't think there can be a future for me.
    i was in this exact same position for the last three years. I stuck it out. I believe in God and I feel He just fixed things because I was so patient and tried practising active gratitude. I was ruined by myself and people and had no-one - and I didn't go to family. Now things are falling into place. Met a friend who is so alike to me and I'd kinda lost hope in finding anyone who wouldn't mess me up. So grateful. Academics are looking up. My mental health is looking up. Everything is looking up. Just focus on you and take care of yourself. It's always bright, you've just got to remove the clouds. It'll take some time; sure, but all the best things do!

    Also, just want to say that you guys here, supporting each other, you guys are awesome! It's people like you guys that make this world worth living!! I've just stumbled on this thread (and i have exams very soon, so won't be that active for a few weeks), but just want to say I have so much love and respect for you all =)))) Thank you for being you!
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    I have sorted out laundry to do in a little while, tidied my room and socialised today. Still need to send a couple of emails do a bit more tidying and then possibly do some work. Massive improvement on yesterday and Friday even if I did get no sleep last night. My alarm went off and I decided that given that I had been looking forward to skating for a week my brain was wrong when it told me to miss the session. So I'm going to go with doing what I'm supposed to for the next week whether I feel like it or not since I seem to be leaning to decisions which are basically hide from everyone forever and feel terrible. Just not really a great feeling that basically I can't trust my brain to make helpful decisions right now.
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    (Original post by rmhumphries)
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    i'm sitting here on the settee trying not to cry and now i have to go and eat with my in-laws and i just want to curl up in a dark room to cry.

    i think im going to get a train to somewhere tomorrow to hide away from things.
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    i'm sitting here on the settee trying not to cry and now i have to go and eat with my in-laws and i just want to curl up in a dark room to cry.

    i think im going to get a train to somewhere tomorrow to hide away from things.
    Don't hide! Transcend your emotions! Hiding never got me anywhere, just made everything worse
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    Haven't been on in a while, was really busy then got bad flu. Feeling a bit low, miss living in a city. Was thinking the other day about how much I miss undergrad days, graduate life has been one epic disappointment.
 
 
 
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