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    I love the way my anxiety can start just by commenting on a Facebook post :pinch: So, so stupid.
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    Heard 1/5 of kids diagnosed with aspergers grow up to be adults who would no longer qualify as one if rediagnosed,,,,

    God I want to be part of that 1/5 if it were true.... I'm losing the will to tolerate being an aspie.... Took over my childhood, making it miserable, the least that it can do is not take over my young-adult/ adulthood....
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    Yay well done !
    Thank-you Getting there I suppose.. doing it for my parents.. but yeah, it's a start I guess.
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    Just made a responsible, adult decision to go back home when the rest of my friends decided they wanted to go clubbing because I feel like I'm in that space at the moment where I'm at risk of being quite impulsive and I would need to drink a lot in the club to keep PTSD stuff at bay which comes with the added risk of me doing something I will later regret.

    PTSD is rubbish. It didn't really need saying, but I'll say it anyway.
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    still a bit shakey after last night, and a bit scared to go to sleep incase i have another horrible dream

    i just need out of this house so all the ****ness can go away.
    i thought things were getting back to normal earlier, but as soon as out mate left, it all went back to me not existing i literally give up trying to be a human being while living in this house.
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    I don't know if I can do it any more. I'm lost and lonely and I can feel myself losing my grip.
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    Failure. ****ing useless pathetic failure.

    Relapsed after 5 weeks. And getting drunk. Just a pathetic waste of space. Useless to everyone.
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    (Original post by bullettheory)
    Failure. ****ing useless pathetic failure.

    Relapsed after 5 weeks. And getting drunk. Just a pathetic waste of space. Useless to everyone.
    You're not useless, pathetic or a failure :hugs: sorry you relapsed though :console:


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    Dunno if I can do this. Feeling desperate and voices are quite strong


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    (Original post by 08batee)
    Thank you, I really appreciate your support. I know, am just quite scared right now. Hope you're alright :hugs:


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    No worries, your deserving of our support Try some breathing techniques or even meditation, I personally don't really do well with meditation but I know a lot of people who when they're scared I'm doing fine as of now, i'm trying to keep myself together at the seems and planning stuff in my life as well as trying to arrange meeting up with people...something I haven't done for a long time

    I hope today is one kicka$$ day for you!! :hugs:

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    Your inbox is full mister.. so I cannae reply back
    It sucks being popular sometimes Na i'm kidding, i've deleted stuff so feel free to try again if you wish
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    The first and last time I take a sleeping pill to help me sleep :facepalm: think ill just stick to my normal ****ed up sleep pattern!

    Had the weirdest delusions/hallucinations episody thingy :s

    I got about 3 hours sleep max and then all hell broke loose. I thought there was a man with a gun after me trying to kill me and I needed to hide.. And then I was a government undercover agent and they were people after me and I had to call the government but they didn't help me... And people were tryna poison me.. And the furniture was talking to me.. Pretty sure a nurse came in at one point and I thought she were one of them... And then I was a fairy floating around and felt all happy and high.. Yeah it was weird! So all in all got no sleep and now feel like absolute ****! Pretty sure other weird things happened but I can't remember much


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    (Original post by bullettheory)
    Failure. ****ing useless pathetic failure.

    Relapsed after 5 weeks. And getting drunk. Just a pathetic waste of space. Useless to everyone.
    :hugs: No matter what happens, you'll always be awesome. :yes:
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    I also seem to be having problems with jealousy :sad: and I've grown up with miserable sods. Sums up why I'm like that today.

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    Having Asian parents can be tricky at the best of times :console: That said, £2,500 is a lot of money for a holiday :eek: There was me thinking that going to Israel (which costs about a grand) was a lot

    Hope the world seems a better place today. I think there is some truth in what asdfgah and superwolf are trying to say to you, in the sense that you don't need to live your character/personality defined by your parents, especially if you get your grades and move to Nottingham. Something I've had to learn is that you can't expect parents, at their age, to change... especially Asian ones who weren't born and brought up here themselves. So it's up to you to be the change you want to see


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    Failure. ****ing useless pathetic failure.

    Relapsed after 5 weeks. And getting drunk. Just a pathetic waste of space. Useless to everyone.
    Hey you're not pathetic or useless at all! You're absolutely lovely. These journeys to being well again always come with dips - the main thing is that you pick yourself up and keep trying :yes: Thinking of you, hun :hugs:


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    God I literally cannot do this. What the **** is going on


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    I hope you got my text yesterday. Really sorry I vanished without warning - Facebook was being its usual **** self again :nothing:

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    I'm not sure I should be here at the moment, might vanish for a few days until I'm doing a bit better and able to be more supportive.

    Just wanted to post to say there's no need for anyone to worry if you don't hear from me or whatever. Got people checking in, and will be back in a while just don't want to spread the horribleness anymore.

    :hugs: to all who need them.
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    (Original post by asdfgah)
    I'm not sure I should be here at the moment, might vanish for a few days until I'm doing a bit better and able to be more supportive.

    Just wanted to post to say there's no need for anyone to worry if you don't hear from me or whatever. Got people checking in, and will be back in a while just don't want to spread the horribleness anymore.

    :hugs: to all who need them.
    :hugs: Hope you're doing better soon, and don't be a stranger.
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    (Original post by asdfgah)
    I'm not sure I should be here at the moment, might vanish for a few days until I'm doing a bit better and able to be more supportive.

    Just wanted to post to say there's no need for anyone to worry if you don't hear from me or whatever. Got people checking in, and will be back in a while just don't want to spread the horribleness anymore.

    :hugs: to all who need them.
    Good luck in whatever you're doing next and I hope you feel better soon!! :hugs:
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    (Original post by The_Lonely_Goatherd)
    Having Asian parents can be tricky at the best of times :console: That said, £2,500 is a lot of money for a holiday :eek: There was me thinking that going to Israel (which costs about a grand) was a lot

    Hope the world seems a better place today. I think there is some truth in what asdfgah and superwolf are trying to say to you, in the sense that you don't need to live your character/personality defined by your parents, especially if you get your grades and move to Nottingham. Something I've had to learn is that you can't expect parents, at their age, to change... especially Asian ones who weren't born and brought up here themselves. So it's up to you to be the change you want to see
    Well, if we were going Pakistan then tickets alone cost at least £2,200 for the 4 of us if you are very lucky (and no, I wouldn't go there even to save my life)

    I can't stand the way he behaves. Only earlier we were looking at cheap flights and in one case the total came up to £959. I was doing the searching and when I told him about it he was like "no, it can't be that much, I found it cheaper". Always does that :rolleyes:. I told him to look for himself and he said to me "You'll never be successful in searching for anything" . Obviously I replied that I'm fine with that . Hasn't said anything to me since which means I was right :rolleyes:. I think I'm basing my expectations of my family on what I've heard people talking about in school. Majority of them seem to be at least decently rich I think, so obviously it was all gonna end in tears. Not even making sense now :sad:

    How are you then? :hugs:

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    (Original post by avhhs)
    Well, if we were going Pakistan then tickets alone cost at least £2,200 for the 4 of us if you are very lucky (and no, I wouldn't go there even to save my life)

    I can't stand the way he behaves. Only earlier we were looking at cheap flights and in one case the total came up to £959. I was doing the searching and when I told him about it he was like "no, it can't be that much, I found it cheaper". Always does that :rolleyes:. I told him to look for himself and he said to me "You'll never be successful in searching for anything" . Obviously I replied that I'm fine with that . Hasn't said anything to me since which means I was right :rolleyes:. I think I'm basing my expectations of my family on what I've heard people talking about in school. Majority of them seem to be at least decently rich I think, so obviously it was all gonna end in tears. Not even making sense now :sad:

    How are you then? :hugs:

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    Maybe it would do you some good to look at the wider world rather than just your immediate school surroundings for some context? It's easy to get sucked into "I want this, I want that" when you focus on the people that have more than you. I think the most important thing is to be grateful for what you do have.

    Plenty of people drop out of school after their GCSEs and don't have a chance to go to university like you do. Plenty of people have separated families, parents in prison or at war or in different countries.

    I'm not trying to minimise your problems and I'm not telling you to "man up" or whatever, but sometimes perspective is a useful thing.
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    (Original post by IDukem)
    It sucks being popular sometimes Na i'm kidding, i've deleted stuff so feel free to try again if you wish
    Haha All hail thy King IDukem I will indeed wish to reply back you may wish to read it if you wish to

    (Original post by bullettheory)
    Failure. ****ing useless pathetic failure.

    Relapsed after 5 weeks. And getting drunk. Just a pathetic waste of space. Useless to everyone.
    :hugs: your not a failure... you done so well not to drink for 5 weeks, that's an amazing achievement! You're not useless to anyone. At all. You've helped me countless times, so you're not useless at all :nah: :jumphug:

    (Original post by asdfgah)
    I'm not sure I should be here at the moment, might vanish for a few days until I'm doing a bit better and able to be more supportive.

    Just wanted to post to say there's no need for anyone to worry if you don't hear from me or whatever. Got people checking in, and will be back in a while just don't want to spread the horribleness anymore.

    :hugs: to all who need them.
    :hugs: hope your okay! And things look up for you soon
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    I promised my brother I would get his dissertation down to word count by tomorrow and its still ~1500 over. He's away for the weekend and it's due in on Tuesday. Absolutely no motivation and haven't got out of bed yet. This is after yesterday was okay. Want to go back to sleep.

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