Depression Society MkII Watch

This discussion is closed.
*pink_sapphires*
Badges: 1
Rep:
?
#1501
Report 10 years ago
#1501
Luke, I didn't put the right bit in bold. See, I can't even manage that! I meant the whole lot of your wishes. I wish all those too. I just wish I could stop all this pain for everyone. I wish I could be happy, confident, have friends who actually like me. I wish the world would change to be honest.
0
gee_shakedown
Badges: 12
Rep:
?
#1502
Report 10 years ago
#1502
I want to just start crying and not stop crying. I just want to scream and not stop screaming. I want to break down and never get back up again.
0
Thud
Badges: 15
Rep:
?
#1503
Report 10 years ago
#1503
(Original post by gee_shakedown)
I want to just start crying and not stop crying. I just want to scream and not stop screaming. I want to break down and never get back up again.
What's wrong? :hugs:
0
Laus
Badges: 13
#1504
Report 10 years ago
#1504
:hugs: to all.
*pink_sapphires*
Badges: 1
Rep:
?
#1505
Report 10 years ago
#1505
Just been out driving on my own and it wasn't as scary as I thought. I still feel so down though Need someone to hug but I don't even know if that will help. It certainly didn't help the other night. I don't know how people can go on the rebound you know! One person tried to get with me and it just felt so wrong Need to tidy my room but I want to sit in my car and cry
0
jonathan122
Badges: 0
Rep:
?
#1506
Report 10 years ago
#1506
(Original post by *pink_sapphires*)
Just been out driving on my own and it wasn't as scary as I thought. I still feel so down though Need someone to hug but I don't even know if that will help. It certainly didn't help the other night. I don't know how people can go on the rebound you know! One person tried to get with me and it just felt so wrong Need to tidy my room but I want to sit in my car and cry
Are virtual hugs ok? :hugs:

It is going to be hard at first, but it will get better, I promise. :hugs:
0
*pink_sapphires*
Badges: 1
Rep:
?
#1507
Report 10 years ago
#1507
Thanks Jonathan, you're a star :hugs:

Just wanted to see Gavin one last time you know? One last cuddle. One last smile. One last looking into his eyes and seeing them sparkle. One last cheeky comment from him to make me laugh. I hope I do see him at the airport. I probably won't, but it isn't impossible seeing as his flight is half an hour after Dad's flight and I have to drive Dad to the airport as it is. *sighs* Need to get over him.

Going out driving again soon. Dad's taking me out driving in the dark. Hopefully the tears will have stopped before!
0
*pink_sapphires*
Badges: 1
Rep:
?
#1508
Report 10 years ago
#1508
anyone around? :bawling:
0
Bangers+Mash
Badges: 1
Rep:
?
#1509
Report 10 years ago
#1509
(Original post by *pink_sapphires*)
anyone around? :bawling:
hey :hugs: im here, you can add me on msn aswell if you like (and so can anyone else), my msn is on my profile

are you ok? :hugs:
0
*pink_sapphires*
Badges: 1
Rep:
?
#1510
Report 10 years ago
#1510
I'll add you now Luke. :hugs:
0
jonathan122
Badges: 0
Rep:
?
#1511
Report 10 years ago
#1511
Hi Luke, Liz,:hugs:
0
*pink_sapphires*
Badges: 1
Rep:
?
#1512
Report 10 years ago
#1512
Hi Jonathan :hugs: How are you tonight? I'm just about to go to bed as I'm falling asleep, but I'll PM you my mobile number and you can text me ok? x
0
jonathan122
Badges: 0
Rep:
?
#1513
Report 10 years ago
#1513
Hello everyone.

I've been looking through the old posts tonight, and I just wanted to say how amazing you all are. It breaks my heart that such wonderful people can be so unhappy, and I'm really glad to know you all.

:hugs:
0
$loth
Badges: 1
Rep:
?
#1514
Report 10 years ago
#1514
Can I join? I've been up and down a lot in the last several months, father, childhood and ex girlfriend issues. I'm constantly trying to look on the bright side of things, but sometimes it's just a blur. However I have started counselling, I had an assesment today with a clinic. I really hope that they can help me discover a way to deal with this, I don't want it to mess up my future like it did with my GCSE's as I'm looking forward to starting uni, my course and making new friends.
0
Laus
Badges: 13
#1515
Report 10 years ago
#1515
Sloth, hi :hugs:.

I can't sleep. I'll have to catch up on posts tomorrow. Sorry I haven't replied to everyone's PMs and stuff. I will do :hugs:
Bangers+Mash
Badges: 1
Rep:
?
#1516
Report 10 years ago
#1516
Hey, i thought i'd leave a post before i went out.

I feel crappp today, i also feel like all im doing is moaning...in this thread aswell so im sorry you've had to read all my moaning
I've been trying so hard but still things only get worse, so im at quite a low stage...but i'm not giving up just yet, im going to the library today to do some reading up because i was there the other day and i felt so good, calm and relaxed.

I agree with what Jonathan said,
Bad things happen to really reallg good people, none of us deserve to struggle and one day maybe we will all pull through :hugs:

have a good day everyone
xxxxx
0
upturnedpalms
Badges: 1
Rep:
?
#1517
Report 10 years ago
#1517
(Original post by $loth)
Can I join? I've been up and down a lot in the last several months, father, childhood and ex girlfriend issues. I'm constantly trying to look on the bright side of things, but sometimes it's just a blur. However I have started counselling, I had an assesment today with a clinic. I really hope that they can help me discover a way to deal with this, I don't want it to mess up my future like it did with my GCSE's as I'm looking forward to starting uni, my course and making new friends.
Hi sloth

Well done for starting counselling and trying to look forward. We're here for you if you want to talk.
0
$loth
Badges: 1
Rep:
?
#1518
Report 10 years ago
#1518
Thank you for the support people
0
xemilyx
Badges: 0
Rep:
?
#1519
Report 10 years ago
#1519
Hey guys, thought I would just pop in to see how you all are :hugs: I haven't been around in a while. Sorry for lack of reply to texts too...
I've been pretty busy since I've been at home. hasn't been all roses though. I really did think coming home would be the escapism I needed from Leeds, but guess even when you run things catch up with you eventually.
Fell over the other night and really hurt my arm, so have decided when I do go out with friends I am not going to get really drunk. It only makes me emotional and talk about things that I don't or wouldn't talk about sober.
Feel really quite rubbish at the moment. Got reffered to completely the wrong people, so big fat waste of time that was. Feel like I have been fobbed off now.
Really don't know anymore. Really thinking a lot about the point of things.
Hope you're all okay, I am thinking about you all, I promise :hugs:
Sorry for the long post as well, especially seeing as it isn't replying to anyone...
0
jonathan122
Badges: 0
Rep:
?
#1520
Report 10 years ago
#1520
(Original post by xemilyx)
Hey guys, thought I would just pop in to see how you all are :hugs: I haven't been around in a while. Sorry for lack of reply to texts too...
I've been pretty busy since I've been at home. hasn't been all roses though. I really did think coming home would be the escapism I needed from Leeds, but guess even when you run things catch up with you eventually.
Fell over the other night and really hurt my arm, so have decided when I do go out with friends I am not going to get really drunk. It only makes me emotional and talk about things that I don't or wouldn't talk about sober.
Feel really quite rubbish at the moment. Got reffered to completely the wrong people, so big fat waste of time that was. Feel like I have been fobbed off now.
Really don't know anymore. Really thinking a lot about the point of things.
Hope you're all okay, I am thinking about you all, I promise :hugs:
Sorry for the long post as well, especially seeing as it isn't replying to anyone...
Hi emily, :hugs:
0
X
new posts
Latest
My Feed

See more of what you like on
The Student Room

You can personalise what you see on TSR. Tell us a little about yourself to get started.

Personalise

Have you registered to vote?

Yes! (307)
37.44%
No - but I will (63)
7.68%
No - I don't want to (61)
7.44%
No - I can't vote (<18, not in UK, etc) (389)
47.44%

Watched Threads

View All
Latest
My Feed

See more of what you like on
The Student Room

You can personalise what you see on TSR. Tell us a little about yourself to get started.

Personalise