Can I join? I've been up and down a lot in the last several months, father, childhood and ex girlfriend issues. I'm constantly trying to look on the bright side of things, but sometimes it's just a blur. However I have started counselling, I had an assesment today with a clinic. I really hope that they can help me discover a way to deal with this, I don't want it to mess up my future like it did with my GCSE's as I'm looking forward to starting uni, my course and making new friends.