I want to get into a relationship because, firstly, I feel so, so, so pressured. Like you get to a certain age and if you're not in a relationship and have never had one and are still a virgin, it's a bit 'strange'. I feel pressured by family, and just by general society. It seems like absolutely eeeeeeveryone and their pet dog is coupling up these days.
I also perhaps subconsciously view being in a relationship and having sex as being a 'proper grown-up' and makes a person 'superior'. It's silly and irrational I know but the fact I'm 18 and I don't know what sex is like and I can't really join in on those particular conversations makes me feel like somewhat of a child. Basically, I want to prove myself.
And also, most prominently, I want to experience the euphoria of reciprocated true love at least once before I die. I get guys showing interest in me but I just don't feel attracted to any of them and it stresses me out and makes me worry that I'm 'broken'.
Being in a relationship would relieve all of the problems above. So that's that I guess