You need to watch some porn. I didn’t like it before but started watching porn, close up blowjobs, and it turned me on a lot. So now I love blowjobs and I didn’t before. It’s all because of porn. I have to stop watching it though, because I’m fantasizing about too much now. I actually didn’t like sex before and had a fear of sex and porn broke that fear and I love it now. All those years of fear and it’s gone now. But I have to stop watching it now. Just let it help you then stop.