Ok so here is my story:
I did the IB in May 2009. Last September, I applied to Oxford for PPE but got rejected pre-interview, despite having been predicted 44 points. I was really disappointed because Oxford has always been my dream school. However, later I got a conditional offer (IB 40) from St Andrews for Econ-IR which sweetened it a bit.
In my 2009 IB exams, I got the maximum 45 points, the only person to do so in my country. Therefore, I decided to re-apply to Oxford PPE (dreams die hard with me) but seeing as my parents wouldn't let me take a gap year, I enrolled at St Andrews. I contacted Oxford and UCAS and they both said that being enrolled at a university has no bearing whatsoever on the decision for 2010 entry. I wrote a personal statement which I think might be one of the best pieces of writing I have ever produced and I feel I did quite well on the TSA entrance exam.
I got invited for an interview at Balliol College and I'm sure that both my economics and my politics interviews went well (not in the sense that "yeah I nailed it" while actually they just asked me easy stuff - I struggled with the questions but my answers were cogent and thoughtful and I think the tutors saw that). Anyway, I tried to temper my confidence by telling myself how difficult it is to get into Balliol PPE at Oxford, but despite this I was quite certain I did everything I could to get a place.
I was wrong. Turns out the IB 45, the solid personal statement and what I felt was an impressive performance at interview, were not enough. This morning I got a cold, impersonal letter telling me that my application was unsuccessful. I've been bashing my brain all day trying to figure out what went wrong but I can't find the answer.
I hope someone will be kind enough to read this huge post and maybe tell me their thoughts; any opinions, suggestions or just words of comfort would be really appreciated. Thanks.