Everyone in their life has times where they feel they don’t want to live anymore. I have too. If you ran infront of a car how would you think that driver would feel for the rest of his life? You would shatter it. Don’t be selfish. What an innocent driver would have to go through for the rest of his life is far greater than that of what you have to deal with for a fraction of your life.
Keep your chin up. Bear with it longer. You will eventually be able to move out and live by yourself. Whatever your dreams are; they’re not destroyed. The only thing stopping you is yourself. If you die today how will you achieve your dreams? Live on. No matter how hard the path of adversity is. Be brave.
Now if you’ll excuse me...I’m studying for my exam. Feel free to quote me if you want me to reply. I will be back late afternoon.
 To all those who are posting stuff like you won't die it etc. Gtfo please. You must have better things to do than this.
Don't want to live anymore. Watch
Last edited by Aninja; 15-01-2010 at 12:41.
- 15-01-2010 12:30
- 15-01-2010 12:30
You don't hate your life. You hate your life situation.
- 15-01-2010 12:45
You have to learn how to get over things. No matter if it's school work, family/friends, social issue, health issue, relationship issue - you have to be able to get over it!
You must be able to think of another alternative route to solve the problems. Death is not a excuse. If you choose to die then your a coward who hides from everything and anything.
- Thread Starter
- 15-01-2010 14:09
I've decided not to let people win. There was a massive argument yesterday and I packed my bags and walked out of the house. During the peak of the argument I ran out, and started storming off down the street, but I knew I would have done something stupid in that frame of mind, so I checked myself and walked back. I knew I would not be coming back if I'd have carried on walking, and I know that I have a good future ahead of me that's what makes it all the more frustrating that I feel so worthless enough to take my life. I just want to realise that potential (not being arrogant) but if I did make my dreams come true as it were.....completing a degree, nothing to fantastical, finding someone that will love me and not mess me around like the last person did, and finding true friends that I can reach out to when i feel so rubbish instead of resorting to this, then I think I would not feel this way. I've been diagnosed with a health condition but I try and not let the label get me down. I've achieved a lot more than a lot of the people I know and a lot of my family members. I want to follow in a cerain family members footsteps who went to live a dream out of absolutely nothing. (may he rest in peace)
I know deep down that I want to live. If I never wanted to live I would have done something in 2006 when I had a massive nervous breakdown and ended up on a psychiatric ward. That was the lowest of the low for me. But people who have the temurity to tell me I'm a weak person need to know I'm stronger and bigger than that. I want to prove that to others, alhough I shouldn't have to to my family members. Half the people I know who have the sort of childhood I endured (domestic abuse, bullying at school, and then the above problems in thei adolescence, half those people are dependent on drugs or alcohol to numb the pain of their life. And I just have simple hope propelling me through. Something inside is stronger than what people make me out to be. Just because I get so low where I think I can't take it anymore doesn''t mean I would do anything about it, becaus once you do something like that there is no turning back.
The people who think they're comedians with their stupid one liners- you just make me stronger and stronger with your abuse, so keep it coming cos I'll only rise above it. It makes me a better person than you'll ever be. Just remember that if someone did kill themselves because you forced them over the edge with your cyber bullying, it'd be blood on your hands. And prisons aren't nice places. Because you think you can bully people on the Internet doesn't mean you could do it in real life-there's always someone bigger and better out there than you.