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stardog32

There's no way the OP could be prosecuted for anything he's said in this thread. You're wrong.

Simplest:
Message + IP -----> Cops-----> Cops think: "Hmm.... might be worth following up on"-----> Obtain warrant -----> Search OP comp ------> Low-level HD search ------> Find kid porn ------> Prosecution

More complex:
Message + CID -----> Undercover contact OP WRT child porn ------> They exchange videos or w/e else -----> Cops Arrest ----Prosecution

There are many ways.

It all depends on whether or not the mods are throwing OP IP to cops or what ever else may go on behind the scenes.

Reply 102

Toffee_Kid

OP is inconsiderate; could have at least waited until the end of exam period before posting this. Sheesh!

I'll say what has already been said 50 times: Seek professional help before you act out your fantasies, because once you do, there's no going back.

Reply 103

The1truebelieber

rockrunride

It's established that he's not going to do jack turd. Now can we all stop fantasising about him being publicly hanged?

He gets off on kids. It may be illegal to act on it but it's not illegal to think.

I have fantasies about stealing. I don't act on them. What makes everyone think the OP will?

As far as I was aware, downloading child pornography is illegal, something which OP admitted to.

Reply 104

nase14_aldayz

bcolemann5

K I obviously don't condone your behavior or anything but I feels really sorry for you that your suffering through this! Your are in a terrible situation but you realize you need professional help. Surely saying it allowed to a psychiatrist would be better than constantly living with this going around in your head. Don't pay any notice to those insensitive comments about killing yourself...that is never a solution. I really urge you to seek help not only as you are, i'm afraid a risk to children but also to yourself! I genuinely hope you get the help you need and can come out of this dark patch :frown:

well . . .

Reply 105

stardog32

HDS

OP stated he hasn't downloaded child porn, and doesn't have any. He viewed it online (albeit a long time ago) which is different.

Reply 106

rockrunride

HDS

As far as I was aware, downloading child pornography is illegal, something which OP admitted to.

I am fairly sure that he won't molest actual children. Although it's still serious, surely it's not as bad as actually physically acting on it?

And as for people trying to get him hung, drawn and quartered through this teeny weeny bit of info, the internet is the internet. Torrenting a film is illegal. I've heard countless admissions to that on here. The mods didn't rat anyone out then so why should they now?

Reply 107

Patrick Wallace

Terraces

what's the difference between the pope john paul II and madeline mccann?

pope died a virgin

Yet before taking vows of celibacy he was a very successful athlete, especially at football. I wouldn't be surprised if he got more action in those few years of his life than you ever will. :wink:

Try picking a different pope.

Reply 108

hmon93

('',)

That was not funny.

I strongly agree

Reply 109

estel

stardog32

OP stated he hasn't downloaded child porn, and doesn't have any. He viewed it online (albeit a long time ago) which is different.

Actually, it isn't :no:

Anonymous

seek help. don't rely on your self-control. what if you lose control? the damage will be irreovocable.

I'm attracted to women. I don't need professional advice to stop me committing rape in case I "lose control".

Reply 110

The1truebelieber

stardog32

OP stated he hasn't downloaded child porn, and doesn't have any. He viewed it online (albeit a long time ago) which is different.

You are aware of what a 'cache' is WRT internet browsing? :rolleyes:

Viewing online = downloading.

rockrunride

Yes, agreed. Just pointing out that viewing online = downloading.

WRT torrenting... it's a bit of a different scenario, it's so widespread that the cops can't and don't police everyone who does, neither do ISPs or the music industry, they do grab a few suckers every once in a while and make examples of them to drive numbers down... child porn is a bit of a different issue though.

Also, why should they? Because the sad truth is that unless OP undergoes drastic treatment his urges will probably grow, he has said himself that his eyes wander, all it takes is a drunken moment and someone's life is ruined before it's even begun.

Put it this way... let's say you're really into animal pornography.....you want to do it, you get excited when you see a horse or a dog......you repress it until one day you get the opportunity, and in that moment where your hormones pick what you do, you do it..... because you were drunk with the thought that at the time you wouldn't/couldn't get caught. You still did it though, and what matters, the only thing that matters, is that one inevitable moment where the person with inclinations like OP or zoophile like in my example believes they won't get caught and lets their hormones and bodily chemicals take over their logic. After that, it's like opening floodgates, easy to open, hard to shut.... from that moment on if they don't get caught then they will continue seeking that thrill and such.... OP says he hasnt gone for kid porn for a while.... i bet you any amount he will fin dhimself looking at it again eventually. As he said himself, for him once he opened those gates, regular porn and etc just didnt match up....

thats why it's more of a danger than torrenting, or so my logic dictates.

Reply 111

Anonymous #1

Anonymous #4

Im female and similar to the op in terms of I have a sexual preference thats 'wrong'. Seeing movies where people are flogged on the bare back...

I don't think that's wrong, I mean, if its consensual.

Reply 112

g2da3

........ if this is real, you should try one of those help lines

Reply 113

stardog32

HDS

You are aware of what a 'cache' is WRT internet browsing? :rolleyes:

Viewing online = downloading.

Ok, contents of cache aren't stored permanently though, OP says he viewed the images 1.5 yrs ago

Reply 114

Devil in Your Details

Okay... first off, everyone posting 'edgy' humour ought to realise that they aren't being all that witty or funny. If this is a troll, you're perpetuating the behaviour. You aren't shocking anyone, either. You are being rather juvenile, in either case.

If this is a troll... well, OP, you ought to look at why you decided to place yourself in the mindframe of possibly the worst kind of human being. Does a healthy individual do that kind of thing? Where are your boundaries? Do you not think that is something you should perhaps address? What kind of satisfaction do you derive from being a 'shock jock' of sorts? You could at least put some effort into creating something clever, like the more famous trolls do.

If this is not a troll, and is in fact real... then OP, I do hope, for your sake as well as the sake of innocent children, that you are dealt with by mental health professionals. I am not a mental health professional myself, but I, as well as many others, realise that this kind of deviant behaviour is not normal and ought to be treated. In the most objective way possible, you should be physically barred from any contact with minors. This is for your own good, but primarily for the children.

There is a good chance that you cannot control your own urges and impulses. I say this as somebody with a mental disorder - schizophrenia, as it happens - and I realise what it is like being a 'backseat passenger' to things you may not want to do, but are otherwise made to carry out. I post this under my own username knowingly. I know what it is like to be out of control and do things you would never do, had you actually had the choice. I can understand, but cannot and could never condone. I am medicated for the same reason I think you ought to be treated: you are not in control, no matter how much you wish you could be, and as a result somebody may be hurt, intentionally or not. For that reason, seek help.

Furthermore, you should realise, as has already been pointed out, that your IP and all relevant and necessary tracking information is with the administrators of TSR. This would be enough information for a prosecution, if it were to come to it. If you are indeed a paedophile, and have accessed child pornography, whether you paid for it or not, you have committed a crime. It is not normal, it is not healthy. You are perpetuating the kind of abhorrent and abusive behaviour that ruins children's mental states for their entire lives, and also the kind of practice that kills - literally. In no way may that be condoned.

I have reported your post and urged the administrators to pass on your details to the police. If you have indeed done what you say, I think you ought to be treated by professionals, whether you like it or not. I repeat, it is for the greater good. If you are a troll, perhaps it will give you a wake-up call that there are some boundaries that are in place for a reason, and should be respected.

Going back to when you said you are disgusted with yourself for your actions, and would like to live a normal life: this is nothing but a good thing. It shows remorse and awareness of your misdoings. You are treatable.

I hope you are a troll, really, I do. Otherwise, I pray you receive the proper attention you desperately need.

Reply 115

estel

stardog32

Ok, contents of cache aren't stored permanently though, OP says he viewed the images 1.5 yrs ago

I agree that given the time frame evidence will likely be quite hard to recover; but harddrives store data and shadows of data long after you might think they've been deleted :smile:

Reply 116

Chucklefiend

Dairy Milky Chocolate

The fact that you can masturbate at videos of a 5 year old girl rape/sexual assault is disgusting.

Yeah, take your own life.

You really shouldn't instruct people to commit suicide over the internet. You know if they actually did it, you could be prosecuted?

OP get help, before you get arrested.

Reply 117

The1truebelieber

stardog32

Ok, contents of cache aren't stored permanently though, OP says he viewed the images 1.5 yrs ago

Right.... you are unaware of how hard drives work in that case?

Let me put it this way...... unless you do low level reformats (literally overwriting every sector) .....the data is there forever or until you bring a hammer to it.

I could bring my laptop to your home and dig throguh every file that has ever existed on your computer.

Actually, a boy got convicted of downloading child porn (accidentally apparently) through limewire and is facing trial now. He deleted the images but when the FBI did a search they found them anyways....he asked them if he could even access them if he wanted to and they told him he couldn't.

http://cbs13.com/local/limewire.child.porn.2.1346842.html

Hard drive data is much more permanent than you would think.

estel

I agree that given the time frame evidence will likely be quite hard to recover; but harddrives store data and shadows of data long after you might think they've been deleted :smile:

Quoted for relevance. Sorry.

Also, hard yes, impossible - no.

Reply 118

SteveWood

If this thread is serious, it's the most disturbing one i've ever seen, just seek medical advice dude it's not normal.

Reply 119

The1truebelieber

Devil in Your Details

Furthermore, you should realise, as has already been pointed out, that your IP and all relevant and necessary tracking information is with the administrators of TSR. This would be enough information for a prosecution, if it were to come to it.

Sorry, just wanted to address this, while I do go on about IP, we must not forget that there are ways of staying 100% hidden and anonymous almost. Ways that haven't yet been cracked by authorities..... This is why usually stuff like this doesn't get reported...becaue people generally assume people like OP are running through these methods and are generally (unless they **** up) pretty untraceable.

That said, these types of posts should be passed on, a paedo off the streets is a paedo not molesting......accessing child porn is illegal for good reasons (see my other posts on this thread) and so I think mods/admins really ought to pass this stuff on to police.