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    There is no happiness in anything. The smiles I smile are lies. The people I see are distant. The girl I love, I don't love. The happiness I feign is feigned, the family I love are mundane. The brilliant course I do I am apathetic to. The laughs I laugh are faux. The glow in my eyes is a construct from years of practice and faking.

    I can only find fun in mischief. In trouble making. In being an ********. In feelings other people's pain. I can cause pain. I can hurt. I can be cruel. I am indifferent to everything. Which makes it amusing when people hurt, because I am so indifferent to it. I will leave my girlfriend and she will be hurt and I will not care. I will drift away from my parents but I will not care and I will be alone and have no one. I will become a doctor but I will not care. I will be able to do it because my brain is that brilliant but I will be apathetic to it. I will just treat patients because that is something to do. Not that I care. I will have no one. I will be alone.

    Help me.
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    Grow up you weirdo.
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    I will have no one. I will be alone.

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    If you don't care, why would those last two things bother you?

    If you don't care, why do you want help?
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    If you don't care, why have you started an anonymous thread asking for help?
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    Chin up.
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    boohoo.
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    Maybe you're just a bit jaded. Perhaps you need somethin new in your life. Somethin that will make you happy.
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    What a waste of organs.
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    Have you considered the possibility that you're colourblind?
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    The only help your getting is a slap. It's been said above and i'll say it again, grow up and stop moaning.
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    I worry that a sadistic person who enjoys mischief may one day have his hands touching my beating heart
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    Maybe get a hobby to distract yourself from the stuff you're sad about. to be honest though, you shouldn't really be upset. there are people having problems a lot worse than you. like serious problems. people in frikin Haiti have got problems. this right here isn't really a problem. whatever it is that's happened to you, you need to get over it. move on with your life. and just be happy cos things could be a lot worse.
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    quit medicine.
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    January Blues has taken its toll on a lot of tsr members
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    Do something about it.
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    inb4 OP does a Harold Shipman
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    if you are the same irritating person as the fool who started the "human interactions..." thread,

    please stop.
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    PM me if you want to chat. Ignore these losers.
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    There is no happiness in anything. The smiles I smile are lies. The people I see are distant. The girl I love, I don't love. The happiness I feign is feigned, the family I love are mundane. The brilliant course I do I am apathetic to. The laughs I laugh are faux. The glow in my eyes is a construct from years of practice and faking.

    I can only find fun in mischief. In trouble making. In being an ********. In feelings other people's pain. I can cause pain. I can hurt. I can be cruel. I am indifferent to everything. Which makes it amusing when people hurt, because I am so indifferent to it. I will leave my girlfriend and she will be hurt and I will not care. I will drift away from my parents but I will not care and I will be alone and have no one. I will become a doctor but I will not care. I will be able to do it because my brain is that brilliant but I will be apathetic to it. I will just treat patients because that is something to do. Not that I care. I will have no one. I will be alone.

    Help me.

    I guess you're not happy with where you are in life at the moment and it all feels a bit mundane.

    Sounds like you're stuck in a rut. I suggest doing something that gives you a thrill so that you feel more able to laugh at the day to day stuff. Volunteer, do something for charity, challenge yourself to do something new.

    I guess as I find, you can either sit there thinking about how restless you feel or get up and conquere that restlessness (hard but worth it)

    Good luck
 
 
 
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