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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    There is no happiness in anything. The smiles I smile are lies. The people I see are distant. The girl I love, I don't love. The happiness I feign is feigned, the family I love are mundane. The brilliant course I do I am apathetic to. The laughs I laugh are faux. The glow in my eyes is a construct from years of practice and faking.

    I can only find fun in mischief. In trouble making. In being an ********. In feelings other people's pain. I can cause pain. I can hurt. I can be cruel. I am indifferent to everything. Which makes it amusing when people hurt, because I am so indifferent to it. I will leave my girlfriend and she will be hurt and I will not care. I will drift away from my parents but I will not care and I will be alone and have no one. I will become a doctor but I will not care. I will be able to do it because my brain is that brilliant but I will be apathetic to it. I will just treat patients because that is something to do. Not that I care. I will have no one. I will be alone.

    Help me.
    Wow, reading this slightly reminds me of myself. Best way is to just take a new view on life. Maybe even if you dont care, just look past that and realise you can make others who care more happier than you are, which in turn makes you feel better about yourself. Thats what i do.

    (Original post by Fjarskafinn)
    PM me if you want to chat. Ignore these losers.
    I'm with this guy ^
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    I think you do care - the fact you're worried about your apathy shows that you might not be as apathetic as you think. Speak to someone - your mindset could be the subconcious effect of a s**t time in your life, it could be some sort of defence mechanism that you've put in place to make sure nobody can hurt you; but, you can't have happiness without sadness and nor can you have fufillment without loss.
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    Who is wrong and who is right?
    Yellow, brown, black or white?
    Spaceman he answered:
    "You no longer mind
    I've opened your eyes
    You're now colour blind"


    See what I did there?
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    (Original post by Bslforever)
    if you are the same irritating person as the fool who started the "human interactions..." thread,

    please stop.
    this too
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    Your laughs are "FAUX"!?
    :rofl:
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    I will become a doctor but I will not care. I will be able to do it because my brain is that brilliant but I will be apathetic to it.
    Don't flatter yourself
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    Really I would take a year out if you feel this bad and focus on getting some psychiatric help

    Also maybe think about taking some poetry classes
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    (Original post by laurakate1988)
    I guess you're not happy with where you are in life at the moment and it all feels a bit mundane.

    Sounds like you're stuck in a rut. I suggest doing something that gives you a thrill so that you feel more able to laugh at the day to day stuff. Volunteer, do something for charity, challenge yourself to do something new.

    I guess as I find, you can either sit there thinking about how restless you feel or get up and conquere that restlessness (hard but worth it)

    Good luck

    mmm. This is an idea.
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    No colour in life?
    Have you evolved properly? :curious:

    Also, tl;dr.
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    Ever tried skittles? Or seen a rainbow?
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    There is no happiness in anything. The smiles I smile are lies. The people I see are distant. The girl I love, I don't love. The happiness I feign is feigned, the family I love are mundane. The brilliant course I do I am apathetic to. The laughs I laugh are faux. The glow in my eyes is a construct from years of practice and faking.

    I can only find fun in mischief. In trouble making. In being an ********. In feelings other people's pain. I can cause pain. I can hurt. I can be cruel. I am indifferent to everything. Which makes it amusing when people hurt, because I am so indifferent to it. I will leave my girlfriend and she will be hurt and I will not care. I will drift away from my parents but I will not care and I will be alone and have no one. I will become a doctor but I will not care. I will be able to do it because my brain is that brilliant but I will be apathetic to it. I will just treat patients because that is something to do. Not that I care. I will have no one. I will be alone.

    Help me.
    That's not right......why would you want to cause someone pain??!
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    Sounds like someone's been watching House... But seriously, you can either sort your head out via anti-depressants/therapy/whatever and take the clinical "I have a problem" route or you could do something you find slightly worthwhile (You clearly don't find helping others worthwhile, that isn't a dig, everyone's different).

    Sounds a bit adolescent and could possibly just be a phase, lots of people feel nihilistic and apathetic for some stretch of time in their lives, focus on not hurting people for now and maybe you'll gradually feel better.
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    (Original post by the.white.rabbit)
    That's not right......why would you want to cause someone pain??!
    Because sharing is caring.
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    The strange thing is, whilst I was reading that I was becoming aroused and I ended up fapping one off.

    Actually, I've fapped off to worse...not so strange I guess :dontknow:
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    (Original post by Kreuzuerk)
    Have you considered the possibility that you're colourblind?

    ahhh you got there before me.
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    Oh Noes!
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    Sounds like clinical depression. Talk with a doctor about it ASAP! And if the doctor doesn't take you seriously, try one that will!
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    Dude, I completely agree but you sound like you have everything. See a doc, could be genetic?
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    Blatently Meus.
 
 
 
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