i say that i love him, but i honestly don't think i do. i think i love the having somebody, but not him. i don't miss him, and i hardly see him. I tell him it's because i'm busy but its not like he makes the effort to come and see me. he lives about an hour away from me, or a couple of hours on a bus.
he annoys me, he gets so jealous and obsessive
i don't know if its just me being stupid
we have a good time when we're together, but when we're not, i don't feel anything for him
what should i do !
Thought he was 19... really he's 14