I know this is pretty much a hopeless cause, but I'll give it a shot.
I went out with a guy for two months in 2007. He fell for my best friend and broke up with me (who of course turned him down). I moved on. We tried getting back together. I sort of screwed it up. Afterwards, we sort of went to just being good friends, and I fell for him pretty hard, and for the past 2 years, I've been pathetically desperate and miserable. We haven't talked a lot for the past 8 months or so. Actually, it sort of started because I blocked him on MSN and avoided him for about 6 months in an effort to get over him. It didn't work.
I've concluded there's basically no chance of us getting back together, ever, but somehow I refuse to believe this and still somehow believe that maybe there is something I can do or something I can say... it's silly.
I'm constantly stressed about absolutely everything. I'm thinking I probably have an anxiety disorder, actually. I just have immense problems coping with my life, and I need some reassurance that one day everything will stop being awful.
... somehow, I don't think there's anything anyone can say to help me out, but... just thought I'd ask, haha.
Thought he was 19... really he's 14