Ok, so im just going to lay everything out seems so much to tell. well im currently attending university, in my 2nd year. i feel like i've burned many bridges while here, admittedly many of which were my own doing. i really only have 1 good guy friend, but he joined a social fraternity, so basically only does that. also, everyone seems to think that i am gay. i am not gay. its pretty embarrassing and frustrating, because i am not. i feel like i also have a reputation as possibly having a bit of a drug problem, as well as being an alcoholic. yes, i am a bit of a night-owl, and like to enjoy myself, but now i feel like everybody hates me, and i mean everyone goes through things. i'm basically miserable on a daily basis, seriously i feel like i no longer have friends, or a good enough name to redeem myself. this school is small, located in a small town, and is obsessed with fraternities and sororities. i'm not going to do one, as i'm not really that kind of person. i miss home, and i feel like i'm able to get healthier mentally and physically at a school closer to there. people are telling me its a bad idea and that i'll regret it, but i'm kind of wanting to take the plunge and just make a change, as i better myself and try to get a fresh start. but at the same time, i feel guilty, or almost as if my transferring schools is just me being irrational. Any thoughts?
Now I'm moving to his city