So, I'm at home; my boyfriend's away (we live together) he hasn't called or texted me for ages. He went out on the piss. I was having a VERY difficult time last night with depression and anxiety. Obviously, I didn't want to be some needy girlfriend so I just made him aware that I wasn't happy and left it. He however, completely ignored my need for a smidgen of comfort. Now he hasn't called (ok, so he might be asleep) but he normally calls me/texts me late late into the night if he's drunk ( he was definitely drunk). This is the first time he hasn't. I just feel convinced he's slept over somewhere and cheated on me. This might sound completely ridiculous to an outsider, but you know when you have things that always happen in relationships and when they don't, you know somethings up?
I don't think I could cope if this was the case.
We haven't been getting on lately, he has been really quite mean and controlling. I've met a lot of women from his work and the way they acted around him gave me a lot of reason to think he's a big flirt. He has a huge ego and I do believe he needs to do this kind of stuff to boost his ego.
Why the hell am I posting this.
...Should I go back to school?