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    I literally detest my life.

    There are so many reasons why, I'm like one of those ultra-pathetic kids who has so many issues you don't pick on them because you would just feel sad.

    Let me rewind back

    It all started off in year 11 I was really badly bullied in my science classes and stuff for ages but I didn't care how I looked or how **** my social life was or anything because I at least thought I was "clever". But then I got my gcse results and yes admitedly they were good but not for someone who has his sights set on medicine at imperial or ucl.



    Now I know for most people this seems okay but when you live your entire existence for 2 years on the premise of getting 8/9A* and you don't believe me, its not nice.

    Then I started year 12 taking chemistry, biology, maths and economics. Well I worked hard in my first term but I also did loads of extra-curricular activities in the hope of getting into med school so much so I got distracted from my A levels and failed the mocks in which I got Cs and Ds. Now my biology teacher who respected me and has known me for 2 years pities me. My chemistry teacher bullies me in one class I jokingly said to a class mate, "how did you get that" in your practical. and she said "lets be honest who are you to judge what anyone else does"

    Everyone looks down on me I'm ridiculously skinny, I'm failing my A levels ( don't forget I won't be happy with anything less than 4A*) and my whole world has fallen apart in the last year. An aunt died suddenly leaving three youngish kids, my so called "cleverness" has faded away. I walk funny and am as insecure as.

    My friends are literally getting more and more distant with me and I have no hope

    My relationship with my family is **** as it is with the human race in general. I hate my father more than anything he has always hated me and beat me as a child, and likes my sister more than me.

    I think I worked hard in the first term of AS and still failed.

    All my dreams are tumbling before me and I just want to die.

    and my whole happiness is based on getting 4As in AS so i can do medicine where I want to and actually be happy but thats been stolen from me too as its now february 3 ish months away from exams and im heading for Cs. I have so much pressure from my family to perform and I feel I'm so out of control of my life that the only way out is death. Everything I ever wanted or had hoped for has crashed before me and there is no hope for tommorow either because its just too damn late.

    My whole year group gossips about me and how apparently "I'm being forced to medicine" and my parents "beat me" and i know everyone pities me. i wish i had cancer and just died.

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    some people have been bullied all their entire live, as soon as they were out of diapers, when did yours start again:rolleyes:
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    I don't really think it ever has to be a competition as to whose life sucks more - pain is relative.



    But since we are turning it into one, I'd say, compared to a lot of people, your problems are pretty trivial.
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    watch this

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cpc-t-Uwv1I

    also bob dylan is right.



    Download this podcast

    http://www.blogtalkradio.com/saibrowne.rss

    listen to the second half (from 27:00)

    instead (or aswell) of that video

    The podcast is 'Tony Robbins: How to Solve Problems and How to Master Your Emotions - Apr 13,2009'

    From the 'Sai Browne' on itunes, just search in itunes Tony Robbins and click on podcasts and download 'Tony Robbins: How to Solve Problems and How to Master Your Emotions - Apr 13,2009'


    One more thing

    You should stop feeling sorry for yourself. Have you seen all the imigrant in Calais, France trying to get into England to have a life like yours, at college, it is a dream life for the 95% of the population who dont get that oppurtunity.
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    Why on earth would you wish cancer on yourself when there are millions of people with cancer right now who I'm sure would love to have your life, bullying and all. You have second chance now you have realised this, learn from your past and move foward with your life.
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    I literally detest my life.

    There are so many reasons why, I'm like one of those ultra-pathetic kids who has so many issues you don't pick on them because you would just feel sad.

    Let me rewind back

    It all started off in year 11 I was really badly bullied in my science classes and stuff for ages but I didn't care how I looked or how **** my social life was or anything because I at least thought I was "clever". But then I got my gcse results and yes admitedly they were good but not for someone who has his sights set on medicine at imperial or ucl.



    Now I know for most people this seems okay but when you live your entire existence for 2 years on the premise of getting 8/9A* and you don't believe me, its not nice.

    Then I started year 12 taking chemistry, biology, maths and economics. Well I worked hard in my first term but I also did loads of extra-curricular activities in the hope of getting into med school so much so I got distracted from my A levels and failed the mocks in which I got Cs and Ds. Now my biology teacher who respected me and has known me for 2 years pities me. My chemistry teacher bullies me in one class I jokingly said to a class mate, "how did you get that" in your practical. and she said "lets be honest who are you to judge what anyone else does"

    Everyone looks down on me I'm ridiculously skinny, I'm failing my A levels ( don't forget I won't be happy with anything less than 4A*) and my whole world has fallen apart in the last year. An aunt died suddenly leaving three youngish kids, my so called "cleverness" has faded away. I walk funny and am as insecure as.

    My friends are literally getting more and more distant with me and I have no hope

    My relationship with my family is **** as it is with the human race in general. I hate my father more than anything he has always hated me and beat me as a child, and likes my sister more than me.

    I think I worked hard in the first term of AS and still failed.

    All my dreams are tumbling before me and I just want to die.

    and my whole happiness is based on getting 4As in AS so i can do medicine where I want to and actually be happy but thats been stolen from me too as its now february 3 ish months away from exams and im heading for Cs. I have so much pressure from my family to perform and I feel I'm so out of control of my life that the only way out is death. Everything I ever wanted or had hoped for has crashed before me and there is no hope for tommorow either because its just too damn late.

    My whole year group gossips about me and how apparently "I'm being forced to medicine" and my parents "beat me" and i know everyone pities me. i wish i had cancer and just died.

    You could opt to do foundation medicine?
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    (Original post by thisisyesterday)
    I don't really think it ever has to be a competition as to whose life sucks more - pain is relative.



    But since we are turning it into one, I'd say, compared to a lot of people, your problems are pretty trivial.
    This, pretty much. At least you're not being beaten up on a daily basis or being starved, you haven't been raped/abused and you haven't lost your home and everything you've worked for. You've not got a life-threatening disease that ensures that you're bedridden and unable to interact/have human contact with anyone.

    I understand what you're going through but it's not a competition, everyone experiences pain at some point in their lives and it's up to you to try and rectify things. Work hard in your exams, don't come on TSR - revise instead, prove the people wrong who are doubting you. Move on, go to university and make a fresh start away from the people who've been bullying you. Help your cousins that have lost their mother to cope with the immense amount of pain they must be going through.

    No condition is permanent.
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    I think the problem is that you're putting to much pressure on yourself.
    You need to step back from studying and have some time with your friends.
    Bullying is never nice and if you have a real problem with your chemistry teacher, go and talk to your tutor.

    Maybe you should see someone like a school councellor?
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    Coming from someone who fought and had cancer.

    Life goes on, try vomiting for 6 months straight and come back and tell me your life is *******.
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    Wow, I was expecting something a bit worse than that. Grow up. Wishing cancer on yourself because you're failing in school is disgusting to be quite honest.
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    That is sick saying you wish you had cancer! Especially from someone who wants to study medicine. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and sort out your life.
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    Oh my lord, seriously, the title of this thread in itself is almost laughable. Your problems are far more trivial than SO many other people's. Probably most people on this site have suffered ten times worse than that. And your part about cancer is sick, especially as my 18 year old friend did just die of cancer - I'm sure she's rather be living your so terrible and harsh life than be dead.
    I get that you're not achieving what you hoped - and yeah that can get you down, BUT YOU HAVE OTHER OPTIONS. And - sometimes it happens, but for goodness sake get a hold of yourself, take POSITIVE steps into looking at your alternatives?
    Stop feeling so sorry for yourself and think about how other people live. "If you ever thought your life sucked, think again" shows you have zero sympathy and no perspective on the world, cause, from what you wrote, hell I've gone through so much worse and so have a lot of people. But they don't mope around saying they wished they had cancer.
    Get a grip and realise you're young, and you have so much more to experience, this will seem like nothing when you're older.
    Calm down man.
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    Yeah. Life sucks.
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    I literally detest my life.

    There are so many reasons why, I'm like one of those ultra-pathetic kids who has so many issues you don't pick on them because you would just feel sad.

    Let me rewind back

    It all started off in year 11 I was really badly bullied in my science classes and stuff for ages but I didn't care how I looked or how **** my social life was or anything because I at least thought I was "clever". But then I got my gcse results and yes admitedly they were good but not for someone who has his sights set on medicine at imperial or ucl.



    Now I know for most people this seems okay but when you live your entire existence for 2 years on the premise of getting 8/9A* and you don't believe me, its not nice.

    Then I started year 12 taking chemistry, biology, maths and economics. Well I worked hard in my first term but I also did loads of extra-curricular activities in the hope of getting into med school so much so I got distracted from my A levels and failed the mocks in which I got Cs and Ds. Now my biology teacher who respected me and has known me for 2 years pities me. My chemistry teacher bullies me in one class I jokingly said to a class mate, "how did you get that" in your practical. and she said "lets be honest who are you to judge what anyone else does"

    Everyone looks down on me I'm ridiculously skinny, I'm failing my A levels ( don't forget I won't be happy with anything less than 4A*) and my whole world has fallen apart in the last year. An aunt died suddenly leaving three youngish kids, my so called "cleverness" has faded away. I walk funny and am as insecure as.

    My friends are literally getting more and more distant with me and I have no hope

    My relationship with my family is **** as it is with the human race in general. I hate my father more than anything he has always hated me and beat me as a child, and likes my sister more than me.

    I think I worked hard in the first term of AS and still failed.

    All my dreams are tumbling before me and I just want to die.

    and my whole happiness is based on getting 4As in AS so i can do medicine where I want to and actually be happy but thats been stolen from me too as its now february 3 ish months away from exams and im heading for Cs. I have so much pressure from my family to perform and I feel I'm so out of control of my life that the only way out is death. Everything I ever wanted or had hoped for has crashed before me and there is no hope for tommorow either because its just too damn late.

    My whole year group gossips about me and how apparently "I'm being forced to medicine" and my parents "beat me" and i know everyone pities me. i wish i had cancer and just died.


    right, I can't say that 'maybe its not as bad as it seems' or 'it will get better' cause I have never had problems like yours before and it would be rude for me to patronise you over something I have never experienced

    my only advice is to try and change your situation, rather than mope about it. talk to your teachers, explain that you are struggling and perhaps need a little extra help to get your grades up.

    you said you do have friends, but that they are getting extremely distant from you... try and change that by inviting them to go out and do something and maybe even confide in them about your upsets

    seriously, don't worry about people 'talking about you', I used to think people were always scruntising me and analysing every move I made but when you think about it, why would they bother? I am sure it just seems like they are talking about you 24/7, but I am sure they have better things to do than that.

    about the grades, I am exactly the same. I am dissapointed if I don't get all A*'s but you just have to realise that you are only human and its sometimes not possible to be the best at everything.

    also, about you aunt who died (my condolences by the way), I was in a similar situation only 6 months ago when my uncle died of a heart tumour. he left my two cousins, who I have grown much closer to since.
    you say you are isolated from your family, why not try and forge a bond with your cousins, who are no doubt grieving and could do with someone to talk to?

    if you ever want to talk then message me, okay?
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    There's always a way...even into Medicine no doubt!
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    there are people that are worse off than you.

    My life sucks but in different way, I just don't want to think about it.

    The more you focus on negative thinking, the worse it get...
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    theres always porn
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    (Original post by Rucklo)
    Coming from someone who fought and had cancer.

    Your a disgusting little ****, life goes on, try vomiting for 6 months straight and come back and tell me your life is *******.
    I agree.

    OP, stop wallowing in self-pity and start doing something about the problems you have. So you say you got distracted from your a levels due to extra curricular activities... just remember academics are more important, because without them ECs are nothing.
    At the end of the day, only you can change the way you feel, so I'd say stfu and deal with it.

    Edit: OP if you ever thought your life sucked, you should think again!
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    there is a spelling mistake in the title.

    add that to your list of bad stuff about you.
 
 
 
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