I don't know if Im just self centered or if everyone feels this way but I feel as if no one cares about me. Im 23, female and make an effort to talk to people but all I have are aquaintences Ive never had a group of friends, never been clubbing, never had a bf my family say that Im a very private person but I secretly just want to be normal and cared about people just ignore me. Im in my second year of nursing and many times Ive thought I would rather be a patient being cared for I don't feel ready to start giving anything to the world or contributing cause I just feel like my needs are not being met and that I need to sort myself out first, although Ive no idea what I mean by this its just how I feel. I know Im selfish and Im not ashamed of it because I feel angry as though Ive been ignored by people my age throughout my youth despite trying to fit in. I just want to know if any of you have felt similar Im scared of going insane I already have mood swings where I feel I hate society and just want to be free.
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why am I like this is it just selfishness? watch
- Thread Starter
- 08-02-2010 23:04
- 08-02-2010 23:05
I know how you feel. Society annoys me, humanity annoys me, everything annoys me. Your not selfish, your just private.
- 09-02-2010 01:15
Im sure lots are the same