i know how you feel and quite frankly, i'm fed up with this lonely feeling! since I left schoo last year, I have wanted someone to be close to, more and more. Despite my life being at an all time low, I jhave recently been getting over it very mildly...until I had a phone call last night...I've been asked to visit a distant aunt, and the first thing she said was how my cousin has got a girlfriend now! She then went on to make feel feel lower than low. What a cheek!
But yeah, I know how you feel, just stay close to those who do care and love you!