I finished two weeks of a lambing placement yesterday which was awful in the last few days.... I need some moral support.
I was to start two weeks ago for a total of 6 weeks with a farmer who has 700 breeding ewes lambing outside, and a herd of 500 Aberdeen Angus. So, I was to do 3 weeks lambing and 3 weeks beef. I finished after two weeks because I couldnt take the abuse.
When I started all was well and I was told that I was part of the family blah blah blah and to make myself at home. I was encouraged to ask questions and if there was anything I didn't know just to ask. The farmer works on the farm with his brother and no other workers and at the time his 17 year old son was home on holiday to help out.
The lambing started before I got there so I got stuck in from day one and he knew that I had no previous experience and said on the phone the first time I spoke to him that it was fine as long a I was willing to learn.
Things started to go sour when he got frustrated that I couldn't tip bales on my own.... they were big round bales and half of them were soaked with water and had gone bad on one side due to bad rain before christmas. Is it fair for him to be annoyed that I couldn't tip them over on my own? I don't consider myself to be weak but I have my limits.
I wasn't as strong as him and couldn't put 50kg bags of feed over my shoulder. I wasn't as fast and he never explained what he was doing and why he was doing it. He had two working dogs who he beat a lot when they disobeyed him. When moving cattle he used plastic or sometimes a metal pipe to whack them in the face. He left a few calves for 9 days before castrating them and tagging their ears.
As part of our lambing work experience we're asked to collect lambing data (number of singles, twins, triplets etc and how many dead and alive etc). He refused to let me do this, mainly because he was frustrated that in the first 3 days that I was there nothing was born alive. I asked him if he scanned his ewes and he gave me a look that could have killed.
One batch of ewes had green, black, red or orange marks on them... I asked what they meant and he wouldn't tell me.
I was left on my own over the last 3 days and he told me to give him a phone if I needed a hand with lambing. He checked that I had his mobile number so that I could call him as and when I needed him. Whenever I called he either had no signal, didn't answer or answered and was frustrated with me or hung up.
Yesterday was the icing on the cake. A ewe was pushing out one foreleg at the bottom of the field, I caught her (with a crook he didn't show me how to use, I had to copy what he did and persevere). The lambs head was twisted back and one foreleg was between its hindlegs. I got it out ok and checked her and there was another. This ones head was back. I fixed that and it got out ok. I checked again and there was one more. Its head was twisted back and both forelegs were tucked under its body and the ewe was pushing it out. I got the forelegs ok and tied with with my lambing rope but couldn't sort out the head. I admitted defeat and tried to phone him.... 4 times and no answer. I paniced and knew that I needed help. I tied the ewes legs together, ran up the field to the cottage and had the farmers wife phone him. He took his time and couldn't see what the problem was. I wanted to say 'there's two legs and no ******* head!!'. He then said mockingly and with a smirk 'I thought you could lamb'. I held my temper and reminded him that he knew full well that I had no experience and didn't appreciate being mocked.
I left early as I just couldn't take it. I phoned the RVC a few days ago and was told to try and stick it out to make my two weeks and then leave. I was told to be professional and come up with something like a family emergency but it was unfortunately beyond being able to do that.
Apparently, according to the farmer, a 12 year old can lamb on their own and I should have been able to castrate, worm, vaccinate, lamb, calve etc all on my own with no problem. I explained that I was there to learn which he would have none of.
Has anyone else had an awful experience? I'm now terrified that he won't fill out the new form that the RVC will send for my two weeks work. I'm so frustrated.
I have done my pigs, dairy and equine placement, I am a graduate student with a degree in Equine Science and have absolutely no previous sheep and lambing experience. All of my other placements were great. Is it me? Am I just awful? Please help.