Hey guys, I'm bored and tired of running the same ideas through my head so I thought you people could take a look and give me some fresh views..
My boyfriend and I had been together for 2 years and not last friday, but the friday before he asked to go on a break.
I know I was very moody, and I have been probably holding him back from being 'jack the lad' i.e getting naked in public, jumping in peoples garden bushes and so on for over a year now and sometimes I think he resents this.
He asked for time and space, and I've tried to give it to him. I desparatley love him though, and I want him back, and I'm finding it hard to try and move on and leave him in the past.
He says he doesnt know how long he wants or what he wants to happen but he said he could see us getting back together but he made no promisies, he didn't really know.
I bought him a 'red letter' experience and he booked it for october, I rang him to ask if he was still going and he said 'yes' and asked if i'd go with him and I said I'd like to go with him. He said he would see me when he got back, hes gone away on holiday with a friend, one in which doesn't like me too much I doubt, but nevermind!
I'm confused and worrying about everything, anything worth reading into from this? Or am I just being an idiot who needs to face facts, do you think hes missing me?