Hi please help me, i know you're all going to judge me and i dont blame you i feel like a horrible horrible person and i hate myself. i just need advice. Ok so my sisters boyfriend is 20 and i am 15. We used to get on fine and i used to have a laugh with him. It all happened on xmas night he kept giving me drinks and by the end of the night he kept saying stay down here coz he was on the ps3 so i thought ok then. But he started touching me and kissing me then he pulled me on to the other sofa ( so if anyone came in they wouldnt see) and tried having sex with me, i didnt really know what was going on i was drunk i know that is no excuse but i just lay there and he tried having sex with me but it hurt SO much i said no but he did it once more and then he was like 'we'll just call it a night'
i went to bed all shaky coz it was so unexpected and i felt bad.
Anyway after this he kept sending me texts saying how much he likes me and him and my sister arent happy and he just kept being so nice whenenver we were alone he would tell me how beautiful i was and i fell for his charm i know i shouldnt have but we ended up having an affair for 5 months. i know i feel like s uch a *****.
The thing is my sister found out a few weeks ago but only about the time on xmas. i told my mm about the affair about 3 days before my sister finding out so she knew everything and told my sister the first time he took advantage of me, so up until now my sister has only known about the xmas night and we've been getting on fine.
but now hes been phoning her up telling her about our affair and taht we've been sleeping together for months. i've denied it but i just dont know what to do anymore do i admit it all? She sent me a text today saying 'i'm not saying i believe him but your story doesnt add up. me and you are over'.
i've already lost her but if i actually admit to the affair i will lose my whole family. everyone. i know what i did was a horrible selfish thing to and i just thinking about myself. please help i don't know what to do anymore i hate myself.
Lol 'taking advantage'...
Report him for being a paedo?
Boyfriend sounds like a complete creeper.
Seriously though, tell the truth, your family won't stay mad at you forever. Your sister might. Sos tbh your a bad girl.
Why don't you play the scared card? Say your account of xmas just like you did here and then carry it on from that and say that you were scared that he'd tell someone if you didn't do what he wanted or something? Try and find a way to blame it on him.
Urghhh that is disgusting.
If the poop hits the fan, you can always get some notes by going on Jeremy Kyle.
wtf whys everyone calling me a troll? i came on here for help and ive had some good advice thanks to everyone.