I am a girl and I get really turned on by thinking about sex with older men. Say me of 45+ I don't want an older boyfriend but I love the thought of a mature man having hot dirty sex with me. My fantasies tend to be about men like James May, Boris Johnson and Peter Owen Jones. I like to go online and read erotic stories of older men with much younger women, watch porn videos of old men and teen girls and even chat online and webcam with older men. I like acting the tease and it turns me on so much to see how excited they get over me. They can't believe their luck and their mature bodies and voices are a huge turn on for me.
I honestly don't know why I am like this, boys my own age like me and I like dating guys my own age but sexually I desire older men. I don't have "daddy" issues are I have a great relationship with my own dad who is very much involved in my life although I do enjoy erotic with father /daughter incest I am not attracted to my own father at all.
I did tell one of my friends my feelings about older men but she was disgusted, surely I can't be alone and if so why am I like this, why do older, especially older posh english guys (I am scottish) turn me on so much, am I weird?