Contemplating on life Watch
I invest a lot of my time seeking opportunities, studying, networking in preparation for my career. When i look at others they seem to be floating on 'cloud 9' all the time. Academically i excel...socially i can manage. Don't get me wrong here...i can socialise...after talking to people for the first time they genuinely say that i am a really nice person, and they would like to get to know more about me. The problem is that random socialisation is 'not on my list' tend not. I sometimes wish that i had more than a handful of friends though...i wish i had hundreds of friends (social support)!
I am beginning to find my situation frustrating...i just can't seem to bond and float on 'cloud nine' like others because i am too worked up about my future (mainly due to the current competitive market)!
Anybody felt this before?...anybody feeling this right now? Is this signs of a 'social phobia'?...sighs...