the ultimate deppression thread

From other threads i gather that quite a few of you are feeling deppressed, and so am I
deppression is a powerful thing... and it can ruin peoples lives
So i was thinking some of you might find it good to spill your feelings, and get things off your chest. I'd like to help you all out with any issues which you find is making you feel deppressed, and i feel that if we work together, we can help each other out...

- Boyfriend troubles
- School troubles
- Friend troubles
- Family troubles
- Self-worth issues

i was too shy to go to the vending machine

i have no self confidence

- Self-worth issues

From other threads i gather that quite a few of you are feeling deppressed, and so am I
deppression is a powerful thing... and it can ruin peoples lives
So i was thinking some of you might find it good to spill your feelings, and get things off your chest. I'd like to help you all out with any issues which you find is making you feel deppressed, and i feel that if we work together, we can help each other out...

i'll go first...
Im deppressed because....
i dont like college...and i really miss school. i miss my friends. I also miss my childhood, my old house and my old friends which i had to leave behind when i moved house at the start of year 7. ive always missed them, but recently ive been missing them even more.
And i miss my old self... in school i was a happy bubbly person who never stopped chatting. but since i started college i have became a differnt person...im really shy.. i dont have any confidence at all, and find it hard to talk to people. the other day i was too shy to go to the vending machine. how stupid is that. and thats another thing.. i always put myself down... all the time. i hate myself. im so stupid. i cant cope with anything. and im to emotionally weak.. the other day i couldnt do a maths question, but everyone else in my class was on like the 20th question and i was still stuck with number one. and the teacher kept saying im slow and i couldnt cope so i started crying. thats how stupid i am. And also, im really depressed coz ive had a tough year, leaving school.. and my lovely dog passed away

so.....iv told you why im so deppressed, so if you want to spill out your troubles then feel free. i'll be here for a shoulder to cry on

Woohh, your just like me...I totally know how you feel. The other day, I got upset in physic cos I was soo stressed out and there were things going on in my home that i was upset with... it was totally embaressing...everyone was wrong asking what's wrong and everything.

Sometimes,i'm too shy to talk in front of the class,to people..and stuff...I sometimes prefer to not talk...how sad.. so basically since i've started 6th form, all my best mates have left to college and i still keep in touch with them..but i hang around with people who are not as close and i feel like I can't talk about everything with them..it's hard.

Yeah my situation is totally similar to yours,I thought I've wrote it...
Well I guess we have to work harder to become more confident and be more positive. Thats what i'm aiming to do.

i'm pretty sure that i am not and have never been depressed.

i define depression as being so sad that u cannot get up in the morning, or eat, or do anything.

i do, however, have this overwhelming sense of emptiness.

It's not that i'm lonely either.

i guess i just feel empty and bored of living. I care for nothing and i care for nobody.

people usually judge me as a scumbag so avoid me, but then everytime i try to have a conversation with somebody it ends in an argument. it has reached the point where i just won't speak to anybody. There seems little point.

I'm far from shy. I'm just incredibly aggressive and arrogant in the way i come across.

if i could have anything in the world, it would be to sleep forever.