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    My life has been pretty dire by this society's standards.

    I am a mental case. I don't really socialise and when I do I screw it up. I isolate myself as I'm paranoid that people are judging me.

    I judge absolutely everyone. I'm one of these stuck-up loners. I can get obsessive and jealous of others. For example, today i was in boots and I saw another guy (who was a complete stranger) and I felt instantly jealous of him. It was like I wanted to swap bodies with him. He was just really goodlooking and smiley and well-dressed. See what I mean about me being a massive weirdo?

    I keep wanting to kill myself. My life is dire. I'm ugly (lyk repulsive), I'm selfish, I'm lonely, I'm boring, I'm nasty, I'm a low life basically.

    I just feel so alienated from society, like an outsider looking in.

    It would be nice to die and not worry any more about being ugly or uncool or the mountains of other things I worry about.
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    I know this is probably of no use to you, but this pretty much sums up my life right now too. You're not alone pal I just keep thinking I'll be happy if i just change who I am - get fit, change hair, new clothes. I just can't seem to snap out of it. I just feel sorry for myself all the time and don't really do anything to change that.
    Yeah like I said, sorry I'm not exactly offering you any help here, but just wanted you to know - you're not the only one! (: x
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    You need help bro.
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    Cut your penis in two down the middle, then you have two friends.
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    Why kill yourself when you can kill everyone else with a better life than you?
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    Im sure your not all thoose things. I mean honesty looks isnt everything.
    Do you know when you first started feeling like this, maybe you need to talk to someone about it.
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    Lol.
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    Glad we have something in common.
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    (Original post by Broderss)
    Why kill yourself when you can kill everyone else with a better life than you?
    I've just noticed, you've become a TSR demigod!

    OP :console:
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    My life has been pretty dire by this society's standards.

    I am a mental case. I don't really socialise and when I do I screw it up. I isolate myself as I'm paranoid that people are judging me.

    I judge absolutely everyone. I'm one of these stuck-up loners. I can get obsessive and jealous of others. For example, today i was in boots and I saw another guy (who was a complete stranger) and I felt instantly jealous of him. It was like I wanted to swap bodies with him. He was just really goodlooking and smiley and well-dressed. See what I mean about me being a massive weirdo?

    I keep wanting to kill myself. My life is dire. I'm ugly (lyk repulsive), I'm selfish, I'm lonely, I'm boring, I'm nasty, I'm a low life basically.

    I just feel so alienated from society, like an outsider looking in.

    It would be nice to die and not worry any more about being ugly or uncool or the mountains of other things I worry about.
    Protip:

    Stop being a ****.
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    I'm selfish, I'm lonely, I'm boring, I'm nasty, I'm a low life basically.
    These things have never held anyone back in society. Just be yourself and you'll fit right in.
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    (Original post by ipulledhermione)
    I've just noticed, you've become a TSR demigod!

    OP :console:
    :lolwut: that was ages ago. close to Idol now I think :holmes:

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    If your life sucks maybe get off your arse and do something about it. Take up a sport to get in shape, socialise more, find some goals and apply yourself to them. Stop seeking easy ways out. Anything worth doing is difficult but the process of doing it will make you a better person.
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    I really don't know what to say
    you need to become more positive it's the only way forward
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    My life has been pretty dire by this society's standards.

    I am a mental case. I don't really socialise and when I do I screw it up. I isolate myself as I'm paranoid that people are judging me.

    I judge absolutely everyone. I'm one of these stuck-up loners. I can get obsessive and jealous of others. For example, today i was in boots and I saw another guy (who was a complete stranger) and I felt instantly jealous of him. It was like I wanted to swap bodies with him. He was just really goodlooking and smiley and well-dressed. See what I mean about me being a massive weirdo?

    I keep wanting to kill myself. My life is dire. I'm ugly (lyk repulsive), I'm selfish, I'm lonely, I'm boring, I'm nasty, I'm a low life basically.

    I just feel so alienated from society, like an outsider looking in.

    It would be nice to die and not worry any more about being ugly or uncool or the mountains of other things I worry about.
    Social anxiety?
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    I keep wanting to kill myself. My life is dire. I'm ugly (lyk repulsive), I'm selfish, I'm lonely, I'm boring, I'm nasty, I'm a low life basically.

    I just feel so alienated from society, like an outsider looking in.

    It would be nice to die and not worry any more about being ugly or uncool or the mountains of other things I worry about.
    Trying to kill yourself wouldn't solve anything, even if you're feeling negatively towards your life at the moment - things can always change and hopefully improve for you! We all go through phases (or so I'm led to believe through personal experience) where we feel as if we don't fit in, but if you're starting to feel this is seriously getting you down, go and see your GP for professional advice. Whatever happens OP, good luck and take care.
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    My life has been pretty dire by this society's standards.

    I am a mental case. I don't really socialise and when I do I screw it up. I isolate myself as I'm paranoid that people are judging me.

    I judge absolutely everyone. I'm one of these stuck-up loners. I can get obsessive and jealous of others. For example, today i was in boots and I saw another guy (who was a complete stranger) and I felt instantly jealous of him. It was like I wanted to swap bodies with him. He was just really goodlooking and smiley and well-dressed. See what I mean about me being a massive weirdo?

    I keep wanting to kill myself. My life is dire. I'm ugly (lyk repulsive), I'm selfish, I'm lonely, I'm boring, I'm nasty, I'm a low life basically.

    I just feel so alienated from society, like an outsider looking in.

    It would be nice to die and not worry any more about being ugly or uncool or the mountains of other things I worry about.
    Been here before :console:

    Turn a new page by finding a hobby that excites you and are passionate about. Immerse yourself in it and when you've found yourself, only then do you need to start finding other people to share your life with...
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    My life has been pretty dire by this society's standards.

    I am a mental case. I don't really socialise and when I do I screw it up. I isolate myself as I'm paranoid that people are judging me.

    I judge absolutely everyone. I'm one of these stuck-up loners. I can get obsessive and jealous of others. For example, today i was in boots and I saw another guy (who was a complete stranger) and I felt instantly jealous of him. It was like I wanted to swap bodies with him. He was just really goodlooking and smiley and well-dressed. See what I mean about me being a massive weirdo?

    I keep wanting to kill myself. My life is dire. I'm ugly (lyk repulsive), I'm selfish, I'm lonely, I'm boring, I'm nasty, I'm a low life basically.

    I just feel so alienated from society, like an outsider looking in.

    It would be nice to die and not worry any more about being ugly or uncool or the mountains of other things I worry about.
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