Basically there's so many things going on that are getting to me right now. I suffer from a bone problem which makes daily life difficult as it is. But now my dad has lost his job through his own fault, he has told my mum he has been having an affair and has spent all his money and run up thousand of pounds of debt. He has told me that he doesn't love me and everyday I remind him of the mistake he made marrying my mum and having me and my brother. my mum is devastated because of his affair. and i am so upset that he hates me and i dont know why i have always tried to be a good daughter but he has made it so difficult always telling me that im stupid and lazy. he has never wanted to give money or buy presents for my mum or me or my brother but he spends thousands on his other women. he won't let me go out with my friends or have any social life cos he says we have to save money but he goes out all the time. i feel so devastated by this situation i am really scared about the future and because i have health problems i don't think i will ever be able to leave and get away from him. it feels like the only way out is dying.
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