I've been dating this guy for the past 6 months (have been seeing him for the last year) and have been ecstatically happy. Until Saturday night when I found some other girl's jewellery on the bedside table and condom wrappers in his bin...
What really upsets me is the fact that before we started going out all my friends warned me of his reputation and past, but I was willing to see the good in him, and take his word that I could trust him and that he wouldn't hurt me.
I feel like such an idiot for blindly trusting him and now doubt everything he has ever said to me - 'i'm going to see my sister/ my dad/ work late' REALLY??? How do I know this hasn't been going on all along behind my back?
I genuinely feel like such a fool and that is the most painful bit, along with the fact that he hasn't said anything apart from 'I'm sorry' and 'I love you very much'. He hasn't tried fighting for me which makes me feel like I'm not worth it.
What do I do to make myself feel better??? I can't sit here and cry anymore (my eyes have swollen shut).
... and the ones that won't